impian kurus

ok.i know.benda ni dah beratus juta kali didengar sahabat handai.
sejak diploma sampaila ke degree and sampaila sekarang ni dah keje pun still hanya dimulut.the fact is nothing is done to make it happen.

kali ni betul-betul nak direalisasikan.
berita saja digembar-gemburkan diblog supaya orang tau.
dan bila orang tau.mereka-mereka akan bertanya.
dan bila mereka-mereka bertanya the pressure akan meningkat dan mudah-mudahan pressure ini boleh bertukar mejadi motivasi.haha.

i think i'd gain a lot.start masa aku diform 4.masih ingat lagi weight was only 43 when i was 15.masuk hostel masa form 4 for 1 year.terasa bahagia bersama kawan-kawan.weight naik omost to 57!that was fat! luckily i was selected for our school's tennis representative until the district level.tambah pulak terpaksa keluar hostel sebab result pekse merundum akibat kebahagiaan bersama teman-teman.i wasn't given any option but to get myself & stuff out of the hostel.masatu i lost quite a few kilos jugak.masuk uni.jumpa kawan-kawan yang sangat happening.hidup menjadi sangat-sangat teramat bahagia.so gumuk balik =_= and boleh dikatakan sampai sekarang i can't make it any lesser than 52kg.sekejap naik.sekajap turun.and now naik lagi.dengan adanya secret recipe,sushi king,pizza etc. tak tergamak rasanya nak mendera tekak dan menjadi kedekut kepada perut.

and now i think i've had enuff of them.

the thing is i feel unhealthy with these fats around.kalau dulu boleh jugak ajak ina or jade or dolla or pearuz *kadang-kadang sampai tahap paksa* teman pergi jogging kat campus.but now.asik pergi balik keje.sundays for leisure.tak sempat nak exercise.dan harini setelah difikir-fikirkan.alangkah bestnye kalau boleh dapat size dengan mudah masa shopping nanti *dah janji ngan sahabat handai nak shopping gile sakan at the YES*

so

SAYE MAU KURUS!aneroxic pun takpe

kalau ada siapa-siapa ada resepi berkesan untuk mudah to lose weight ataupun any kind of supplement food yang elok please do me a favour.

aku marah.aku nak tikam kau.

ye harini hari penuh kemarahan.baru je semalam penuh kebahagiaan.it was my graduation day.kebahagiaan berjumpa teman-teman bermain guli *ececeh ade plak main guli kat campus tu.saje nak sedapkan citer ni* susah nak dilafazkan.especially after few months of separation.emm rasanya nak jugak buat 1 entry untuk convocation.banyak jugak funny things happened.natilah tunggu ada masa.


ok.back to the story.tapi kisah kemarahan hari ini ada kaitannya dengan kebahagiaan hari semalam.emm camne tu?nampaknya aku dah buat citer ni jadi complex.

semalam aku received a call from this one company that i've been waiting for quite sometimes.i couldn't tell whether it'll come with good news or bad at the first place but hearing the voice alone has made me feel happy.and yeah,as prayed,Pn Basyariah,a HR's head from that particular company called giving me a good news.

''saliza,congratulation.u're now officially accepted to join the company''

hehehe masetu perasaan sonok tak dapat nak digambarkan.actually aku memang dah set in mind,i give my self 3month's time to find a new job sebab aku sangat tak happy kat firm yang aku kerja sekarang.so Alhamdulillah.usaha & doa di jawab.10th june ni start with that new company.ok that is the nice part.

part yang tak bestnye berlaku semasa aku deliver the resignation letter to my boss.notis untuk 1 minggu but he didnt accept that.he wants it to be a month notice.berlaku sedikit quarrel.at the end aku decided to just accept whatever he's trying to say and hold back whatever words roaming around my brain waiting to be realeased into verbal words.siap taknak bagi cheque gaji aku for may.demmit.takleh tahan bila dia gunakan labor law.oh crap!pandai pulak tu time orang mintak resign nak guna labor law macam i know nothing about it.hello.kang aku ungkit apa yang dia buat kat staff dia based on labor law baru dia tau.tapi oleh kerana aku tau he's the boss.and bosses always win.jadi aku senyap and the last word i said was OK.padahal hati dah membara cam nak meletop.emm

u think u're smart?i think i'm smarter

we'll see

the heart-melting mice

oh this is what makes me go hihihuhaha~~ all day today.a contact lense case which i know i will never use but still i bought it.yes i bought it coz it's unresistably kiut and i think it'll be useful someday .bought it from my collegue,hwee do.ada website juga

http://www.barbieeyes.com/

satu petang di kedai kopi

ok this is what happened yesterday.we had to go to shah alam for our robes for our degree convocation this thursday.it was an easy process compared to the last time we did for diploma convocation.yep first time will always be the toughest time.so it actually took us less than an hour.didn't join the rehearsal [konon dah experienced haha] we just hang around outside the hall and chit-chating *almost 5 months tak jumpa.there's seas of updates haha*

and this is the place where we hung out for tea *and lunch and breakfast* at about 4 p.m+

dulu lepas habis study aku selalu rasa bosannya tak jumpa kawan-kawan macam masa belajar.but now i think it has some good since bila kami bawa haluan masing-masing,deal with our own lives alone and berjumpa sekali sekala,we'll have tonnes of interesting things to talk about.cakap tak boleh habis.i love last night.go flirting around with the girls at alamanda yang dah sangat lama tak dilakukan,aku,pear&a'an made a very prompt decision to eat at rasamas *the place where not any of us has tried before* disebabkan it was late and semua kedai makan dah tutup or even tak tutup pun hanya ada limited menus.catched a movie [x-men origins:wolverine] at 11 and straight away went back to pearuz's place.the conversation never stop until we dozzed off at about 3 in the morning.

kesimpulannya.it was a good day.saye hepi ^_^ and looking forward for thursday.

aliya a.k.a niyang rapik

good day,my friends

just a quick shoot in here
saya mau umumkan yang aliya [yes aliya binti abd wahid] telah diganggu dengan semangat niyang rapik yang sangat scary [atau dia sebenarnya mau dilihat seperti niyang rapik]

kononnya dia mampu bertelepathy atau dalam ertikata lain.dia mampu membaca fikiran orang lain [berhati-hati!]

bersyukurlah apa adanya

tak tahu kenapa lately aku selalu sangat mengeluh.almost everyday aku mengeluh.just like this morning,sampai je office,sit at my place,look at that tonnes of working papers and mengeluh.felt like OMG what am i doing stucking myself in here?honestly.yes.i'm getting bored of audit.looked at the space and cakap 'apa malang la diri ni' and as i was about to start working.aku teringat apa yang mak cakap semalam.

ayah fifi meninggal.

tak taula kamu-kamu ingat lagi tak dengan baby fifi.baby fifi yang ibunya merupakan one of my mom's bestfriend.she died last year after few months of giving birth to fifi.my mom was thinking of adopting fifi at that time.but kakak dia insist to take care of her youngest sister by her own.and the eldest sister was 13 on that time [this year 14] mereka 5 beradik.kehilangan ibu.and from that time onwards,dari apa yang aku dengar,kakak dia yang take care of the brothers and sister.pagi-pagi pergi skolah.tengahari balik rumah masak,basuh baju,bagi adik-adik makan.pada usia 14 tahun dia dah faham erti sebenar kehidupan.erti susahnya hidup ni.some of us keep on uttering 'life is hard' or 'life is complicated' without actually experiencing the hardship.

and now.selepas tak sampai setahun ibu meninggal.ayah mereka pulak meninggal.can you imagine the life of the sister?at the age of 14?aku hormat sikap bertanggungjawab si kakak.memang betul kata-kata 'bila kita rasa diri kita susah,sebenarnya ada orang yang jauh lebih susah'

ya Allah sungguh aku menyesal mengeluh tadi.terasa diri sangat ungrateful.

*tak boleh teruskan entry ni.mata dah berkaca-kaca.hati dah terasa berat*

wajah baru aku

*plingg*

tadaaaaaaa

new blog background.cik zalina kite penah kate 'blog scott macam sehelai kertas buruk'

ishish tapi aku suka betul design before ni

dah lama aku fikirkan nak tukar background tapi tak jumpa yang sesuai dengan hati but bumped into this one just semalam.so i work on it today ^-^

.my bad.

******

i think i've been too tolerate

i think i sometimes pay no attention to my own feeling

for making sure others' will be good

******

infectious macam H1N1

i hate working saturday.
hati menjadi sangat marah dan menyumpah-nyumpah bila la nak sampai july.
lagi-lagi bila kawan-kawan call diwaktu aku berkerja and 'scott ko kat mane?weii orang gila je keje ari sabtu ok' atau 'wallawey..bangla pun cuti ari sabtu ok' adoila membuatkan mataku berkaca-kaca menahan kemarah terhadap bos aku.kalau la boleh aku lemparkan pelempang ke mukanya tapi dah selalu dah aku lempang muka dia sebenarnye [dalam otak aku]

to make things worse.aku dengar besok [sunday] accounts department kena kerja.tapi oleh kerana heads aku takde cakap apa-apa before balik tadi,aku anggap berita tu takde kaitan dengan audit department.dan dengan bijaknya aku telah mematikan henfon ya *huahuahua.yes!yes!nasib baik aku bijak* ok drop this.



dan ini-ini adalah apa yang aku dapat kelmarin

yes.wedding invitation cardS [perlu di highlight 'S' tu]

diyana & dayana's [31st may]

&

ila's [6th june]

ada lagi 1 tak sampai ni.amy's

haila.ngeri betul bila tengok kawan-kawan dah ramai yang kawen ni.orang kata kawen ni macam penyakit berjangkit.bila sorang dah kena kawan-kawan yang lain tak lama lagi dapatla penyakit tu.lagi ngeri bila dengar macam tu.harap-harap lambat la sket BFF aku terkena penyakit ni.terasa banyak lagi yang nak dibuat yang akan jadi a bit troublesome kalau nak dibuat bila dah ada title 'wife' *zack,jangan lupa janji yang pernah kau lafazkan dulu* but the main thing is are you well-prepared to be a wife?emm~rasanya aku kena beli buku & study how to be a good wife one day.masih rasa aku lebih mahir menjadi 'anak yang baik'.

p/s : noris is pregnant!

bersenang-senangan

this one is form zack.aku rasa tersangat senang harini.jadi menjawab satu tag =)

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR CELLPHONE INBOX ?
~ aliya,iena & baby

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ?
~ Lollipop by Mika

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT ?
~ was on the phone with him

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE ?
~ mommy.pegi pasar malam huhu

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW ?
~ light blue

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
~ watched the kubah terbang in Indonesia [was in 2003's news rupanya.punyalah lambat saliza] in the youtube with mommy

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
~ my handphone [where i get to listen to fly fm]
~ my lappy [where i get the connection]
~ my RAINBOW

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
~ oh plain white

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
~ RM41 & few coins i didn't count

10. HOW'S LIFE?
~ not easy

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
~ the climb by miley cirus [for the moment]

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
~ saturdat at the office & sunday macam nak gi career fair at the PWTC [still deciding]

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
~ i can still see her now

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
~ right in front of the tv lazy-ing watching her favourite iljamae hehe

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
~ u mean 'parent'.emm 5 minutes ago.or less.

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
~ aliya.updating her feelings haha

17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
~ at home but something bought outside.

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
~ haha last few months.march perhaps.i was really surprised that darn dancer guy dare to call me after what'd happened.and i too had surprise for him *devilish smile..hihi*

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
~ apa ya?was it zack's comics? [uikss tak pulang lagi.sorie memory saya memang 126]

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
~ boyfriend is that mr.RAINBOW which suppose to mean that i dont have any husband

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
~ exhausted

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
~ my boss.wanna let him know that i want an INCREAMENT!!!

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
~ secrets shouldn't be told i suppose hummm.but some of my frens do know [masih dikira secret lagi ke?]

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
~ they only keep it when i 24-hour remind them about it.if i miss a minute then it'll be a news haha.nah i blaff.

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
~ nope [i hope it stays]

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
~ biasanya spicy chicken mc delux.tapi dah lama tak makan mcD

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
~ bila ya.masa langgar kucing-kucing haritu kot

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
~ boss tak masuk office!yey! [perlu diingatkan.ini hanyalah 'wish']

mother's day entry

10th May

i bought mommy a watch thia time around.
a very impulsive bought.i took less than 15minutes to decide sebab memang dah gile tak sempat nak choose.i got to rush hari tu.i was really worried that mommy wont like it.so the first thing aku tanya bila bagi the present was 'mak suka tak??betu-betul suka tak?' and she replied 'OF COURSE!' hah~what a relief [ala kalau dia tak suka pun mestila dia cakap suka kan.dah anak dia bagi.but i dont care.that is what i wanted to hear]

harini kami sefamily balik rumah nenek di Kulai.but mommy didnt get anything for nenek.hadiah dia pada nenek was a lunch meal.mommy cooked.ye la selalunya memang nenek aku yang akan masak setiap kali anak dia balik.even if anak-anak tak bagi dia akan tetap nak masak.so this time kitorang paksa dia supaya tak masak [tapi dia masak jugak for breakfast.haila nenek]

and harini nenek asyik brecerita kisah-kisah susah dia masa muda-muda dulu.macamana nak jaga anak sambil kerja and pada masa sama menjaga suami yang banyak kerenah *siap bagi aku tips huhu cayalah nenek!!!* kalau aku lah jadi dia.ntahlah.

and kalini jugak for the first time aku wish mother's day to cik ana *she's 5-month pregnant* so aku wish 'selamat hari bakal menjadi ibu' hehe.tak sabar nak tunggu her baby this september.

i wanna steal........time

besok abang jali [abang ina] kawen

besok jugak iefa & tunangnye nak datang BP

besok jugak lah kenduri kat rumah makcik aku

haila

masalahnye

besok jugaklah bos aku suruh keje

~_~

haila iphone

harini aku kerja half-day.petang baru masuk sebab ade benda kena settle di Muar.aku drive alone to muar dalam pukul 8.50 am.hujan.traffic.dalam pukul 9.50 sampai ke destinasi huhu took just an hour.was an achievement sebab aku sangatlah tak familiar dengan bandar muar tu.benda yang perlu di settlekan tu cumalah makan masa about 20minutes saje RUPENYE.tapi masa yang aku amik to get back to BP was about one and a half hour.sebab.aku sesat!aku rase hampir 10 orang aku tanye before dapat jalan yang betul and aku recognize.and that was the point where i hope my handphone is gps-supported!haissh.lalu dalam masa aku sesat tu sempat lagi berangan memiliki sebuah iphone 3g.rasa diri sangat stylo okeh dan educated dan intelligent dan hot juge haha.tapi sebenarnye sejak kebelakangan ni aku memang selalu berangan owning an iphone.bukan masa sesat pagi tadi je.

makanya.kesimpulan daripada entry kali ni.mungkinkah ada sesiapa yang teringin nak menghadiahkan aku iphone untuk birthday tahun ni?aku dah puas berangan dah ni.

p/s:satu pengakuan jujur di blog - aku tipu bos aku untuk masuk half day arini.aku kata aku nak pergi clinic dan akibatnya petang tadi perut aku sakit ntah kenapa.haissh.mintak mahap bos -_-

not nice.not nice

okeh aku dah dapat gambar ani's new babies.bintang dan bulan ^_^ but actually i've forgot which one is the male and the female.the thing is THEY ARE CUTE!! emmm berkembang dah family si ani ni.ramai dah anak dia.

bintang

haha i luv her eyes =D bulllllllaat cam spotlight

and this is bulan.bulu cam cotton.i liiikee

so.talking about kittens.few months lepas aku pun ade dapat kittens.mak dia tu kitorang [my family] dah bela dari dia kecik and that was the first time she gave birth so semua orang dalam rumah was really excited.the babies were born pre-mature i suppose since the limbs were all weak.they couldn't even stand on their feet.ok ok i know it's normal for newly born kittens.but these two took about a month plus to just open their eyes and start walking.they got feases but i was told that they couldn't yet be too close with chemicals so we waited for a month.

cut things short.

tibalah satu malam yang tak terduga.i was about to go out to catch some lontong goreng ngan zack kat CK.the babies were normally in the house tapi ntah macamana that night dorang boleh ada kat luar masa aku nak keluar tu *forget to mention yang masetu dorang dah boleh lari-lari* tak tau bila dorang berlari keluar.aku reverse kereta cam biasa and terus keluar.haritu memang hati aku rase semacam tak sedap je dari pagi sampai ke malam.tak sampai seminit aku drive mak call cakap aku langgar DUA-DUA kittens! and DUA-DUA dah mati! oh.terus jadi takut nak balik rumah sebab mase mak call aku dengar adik menangis macam nak gila kat belakang huhu.sedih tak payah cakap la.

on that time,i wish their lives were batteries.kalau lah bateri.aku nak beli seratos.

so masatu and for the next one week aku rasa diri sangat hina lagi keji macam pembunuh.setiap kali aku nampak emak kittens tu rase bersalah tak terbendung.lagila kalau tengok dia kehulu-kehilir cari anak dia adoila.tiap-tiap hari aku mintak maaf kat dia.i hope she understands that.

see.this was taken a few days after her birth.she was sooooo weak.

the babies.we called them aliens.look at their face!

poor quality picha.but this is all i got in my engine ~_~

si bulan & si bintang

ani memang terkenal dengan her favourite pet cats.
she has quite a few before.johnny,tommy,kiki and the latest are two persians named 'bulan' & 'bintang' oh so adorable names =D i loooiiikkeee.i thought she was finding a partner *or partners* for johnny [??] but he's castraded.

and now i'm wondering how they look so i make it an entry haha.asked her to forward me their pictures but i guess she's busy arranging the cage and everything.

to ani if you read this : cepatla forward saye gambar dorang ~_~

aktiviti mendaki

my friends & i had a FUN gath semalam.

tak berapa ramai just about 11 of us daripada 41 planned.ye la sekarang masing-masing dah ada hal masing-masing yang perlu diuruskan.nak buat camane.just go on with the plan.

it was ok though.we really had fun =D swimming2..amik2 gambar dalam air guna marti punye water-resistant olympus *wewiit* makan gila banyak tak hengat.it was REAL FUN.the special thing is zack made us cuppacakes.kiut cuppacakes *pichas tak dapat nak upload lagi.still pada marti.will later*



semalam memang sangat fun.tapi bangun je tidur harini dah terasa effect duduk di bawah waterfall tu lama-lama.free spa la konon.harini habis satu badan sakit-sakit.and to make it worse harini aku kena kerja.so silalah imagine dengan back bones rase sakit and tangan rase macam dah keras.kena kerja from 9-5.seksa habis.alangkah bagusnya kalau boleh kerja sambil gulikgulik atas katil.rasanya seminggu kena tanggung sakit ni.balik je kerja sue call tanya pasal our night out but unfortunately i canno make it.which means i cannot see farrah before she gets back to shah alam.hummm~nak buat camane.it's between your mother & your friends.

rasanya lebih best kalau boleh upload gambar kat sini emm.

p/s : kawamkawan, aku sangat suka topic perbincangan kite masa on our way back to bp that night.sangat hangat okeh =D buat farrah terkena serangan jantung haha.