satu tangan didalam saku

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

what it all comes down to
is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
The other is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

what it all boils down to
is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
and the other one is playing the piano

what it all comes down to my friends
is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
and the other one is hailing a taxi cab...

salam Ramadhan

selamat berpuasa pada semua =) .ye.saya mengaku belum pernah menunaikan solat tarawikh lagi setakat ni [untuk tahun ni okay] huhu.the day will come.soon.i hope.

okay.entry kali ni entry saje-saje membebel macam selalu.and kalini teringin nak bercakap pasal buka puasa =) actually sejujurnya pengakuan dibuat yang puasa kali ni tak semeriah sebelum-sebelum ni.kalau time belajar dulu bila sampai puasa je mesti excited.excited nak plan nak buka apa huhu [bercanggah sungguh dengan ajaran.tapi mengakulah sememangnya bila puasa,time buka adalah yang dinanti-nantikan] kalau time balajar dulu kat campus wajib ada bazaar yang kami panggil 'bazir' Ramadhan dimana kami akan beli makanan untuk berbuka macam takde hari esok.benda wajib yang aku akan beli tiap-tiap hari is air asam boi kaww.aku sangat dissapointed this year sebab susah sangat nak dapat air asam boi sedap camtu.nak gi bazaar kat segamat semata-mata kerana air asam boi adalah keterlaluan.semalam aku teringat yang dulu kami [housemates n me] selalu jugak beli nasik kerabu [aku panggil 'nasi semak' sebab aku rasaa semak gila nasik tu nak sumbat macam-macam] jadi semalam aku cubalah beli di bazaar depan jubli intan muar nih.hasilnya...hampeh.sekali lagi kecewa.the day before aku beli soto.emm hampeh jugak.tapi hampeh-hampeh pun habis jugak hihi.okay-okay.dah habis membebel pasal makanan kat bazaar.tak perlu mengeluh lagi sebab ada orang yang langsung tak dapat makan.kesimpulan sebenarnya aku rindukan student life dulu.rindu kawan-kawan yang sewel tapi kiut-kiut serta supportive.wei korang..aku rindu korang -_-''

entry paling blurrr

why is it so hard to move on when

heart is aching?

it's fake.

H1N1

the title tells everything.

it's actually kinda late for me to update about this.i really wanted to somehow earlier but couldn't find the time.one of my ex-course mate,ecah @ aisyah passed away last week because of the influenza A.everyone is talking about it.in fact dah sangat ramai pass away because of the decease. apa yang buat aku pelik is that masih ada lagi manusia yang boleh mempermainkan virus ni. contohnya 'ala manalah virus tu boleh terbang jauh-jauh' masa aku dengar tu siyezly i felt like replying 'kesian la ko ni.mesti tak pernah baca newspaper,takpun, takde email that ko tak pernah baca apa-apa pasal virus H1N1 tu'

kat office dah start pakai mask everyday , for caution.prevention is much better than cure kan.yep.i agree that it was kinda dramatic.customer datang on wednesday eveyone dalam bank dah pakai mask.so diorang are actually having a shock, i guess. on the first day tu memang masa untuk mengenalkan mask kepada customer.selain daripada mempromote our product as bankers, pada masa sama jadi doctor tak bertauliah jugak educate customer to take care of their bloody own health and wear the mask. aku ingat lagi ada sorang customer datang and nampak kami wear the mask pastu sound 'hey,i think u guys look FUNNY wearing those mask' oh.my.god. duhh~ now i think her statement looks funny.but this one is still acceptable. ada lagi sorang lagi teruk.sampai kat counter siap boleh gelak-gelak and cakap 'wallaweyy,apa pasal u orang pakai mask ini macam?haiya.tak payah la.takkan kena itu H1N1.bukak saje la' -i better be silent on this one or else u wont like what u're going to read- huh~

ok la.whatever it is, we're responsible to our own health kan?there's so much information on the virus you can google around.in fact mungkin dah sangat banyak email yang kita terima regarding the virus and means to prevent them from getting into our systems.what i can conclude is selalu-selalu lah cuci tangan or kalau malas nak cuci tangan selalu guna je hand sanitizer.pastu guna aerosol to kill germs in the air.

the latest news i received yesterday was from pearuz that her brother's infected with H1N1. currently quarantined at the house.i really pray that soon everything will be okay.

somebody's stalking~

gosh, siyezly it was scary.it eventually came to my knowledge last week when this strange guy actually called me through the office's general line. he went so normal at the first place asking on my hard-to-be-heard voice.yep.dah seminggu demam [negative h1n1 no need to worry].so mula-mula tu tak suspect apa-apa lah since we're advised to expect good things fron customers.detik mencemaskan tiba bila aku tanya dia nak bercakap dengan sapa and dia cakap 'i nak cakap ngan u lah' and i thought that was strange sebab tak ramai lagi yang kenal aku kat new office tu.eventhough dah rasa cam ada yang tak kena, still maintain macho =) and tanya 'oh,ok.what can i do for you?' and jawapan dia buat mata aku jadi bulat and jaws dropped! 'takdelah, saya saja nak tanya....penat tak jalan kaki pergi keje? jauh tu..lalu post office, pejabat kesihatan & tm' cara dia cakap siyezly buat aku rasa nak nyorok dalam drawer. sebab dah tercengang kepelikan aku pun jadi senyap and at last i went with 'takpelah i busy.bye'

haha.okeh.SCARY. aku rasa macam baru lepas dapat call dari perogol bersiri.and aku sangat takut.

menambah lagi ketakutan tu bila sume housemate aku dah balik kampung.and malam tu aku kene tidur kat rumah tu sorang-sorang.dalam pukul 8 lebih when i was watching the news, ada orang lelaki bagi salam dari luar rumah, sekali lagi mata aku jadi bulat.sampai sekarang aku tak tau sape.dia bagi salam a few times jugak tapi aku tak jawab [ye aku jawab dalam hati je] finally aku dengar dia bercakap dengan budak rumah sebelah. tapi aku sangat yakin dia bagi salam betul-betu depan gate rumah aku. so sampai sekarang misteri masih lagi misteri yang belum terjawab.siapa mamat yang call kat office and siapa yang beri salam? waaa aku dalam ketakutan.dan dilema.

1) semua orang kat office suruh aku buat police report tapi aku rasa macam mengade-ngade pulak, baru dapat prank call [betul ke prank??] camtu dah nak buat police report.

2) patu sume orang tak bagi aku jalan kaki pergi keje.tapi kalau nak suruh aku drive gi keje agak keterlaluan jugak sebab rumah aku sangat dekat ngan office.dah tu, parking kene bayar pulak.haih.

kawan-kawan tolonglah doakan keselamatan aku.hukhuk.