BAD day

what a bad day T.T

firstly my handphone cant be charged due to I DONT KNOW WHY! so it's off since yesterday evening.i cant call mother.i cant call iqbal.i cant sms ina.i dont have an alarm clock that i had to get my housemate to do the alarm clock duty for me.and until now it still cant be charged.I DONT KNOW WHY .nanges.

ok that is one thing

the other thing is that i left my car key inside my room which has been locked (oh yep i locked it.siapa lagi?) and to make thing worse,my room key is attached to the car key T.T do yo get me? i dont have my car key to go to work.now i dont even have the room key to get the car key cause they are attached together. AND now i cant use my handphone cause it cant be switched on since yesterday evening! the first public phone will take me about 10minutes to reach by walking.and GOSH i'm scared to walk that far alone.scared of bad guys :D scared of the dogs.scared of hurting my heels.kesimpulannya :TAKNAK JALAN KAKI JAUH-JAUH ok?

so what did i do?

went to the neighbour and ask for phone la.hahaha.tapi sebelum tu kena buat muka baik supaya aunty tu tak ketakutan dan explain satu-satu as if aunty tu nak tahu reason kenapa nak guna talipon rumah dia dah lah nak talipon seluruh dunia in stead of using my own phone.penat explain,jawapan aunty tu 'ok' saje.

baiklah

dapat lah call office cakap harini nak amik half-day leave

call iqbal cerita pasal hal kunci tertinggal

call suhaila mintak hantar spare key

morale nya : buat lah spare key dan letak di rak kasut ke dalam tepung kat dapur ke dalam pasu ke mana tau kalau-kalau kepala tiba-tiba lose balance and buat mistake yang ntahbukanbukan takdelah menjajar nak pergi rumah jiran dan pinjam talipon. sekian .

tentang sesuatu

ada sesuatu yang berumah dalam kepala saya sejak 3 hari yang lepas

first-hand experience of my bestfriend

sesuatu yang susah nak diterima otak saya makanya saya asyik berfikir tentang alasan-alasan yang memungkinkan kejadian itu

sesuatu yang tidak pernah disangkakan

sesuatu yang sebelum ini saya percaya takkan pernah berlaku

sesuatu yang pelik

tiba-tiba jadi bingung tahu? macam blur lah.saya tahu saya selalu blur tapi blur yang ni memang blur habis sampai tak nampak langsung.gelap.dan akhirnya saya give up untuk mencari alasan setelah tengok cerekarama tadi :D kata-katanya macam ni

Allah berfirman : "boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu sedangkan itu baik buatmu.dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu sedangkan itu amat buruk bagimu"

dan

" mencintai tidak bermakna memiliki "

dan jugak

" kita merancang tetapi Tuhan yang menentukan "

simple je kan those 3 sentences.sesuatu yang kita dah lama dengar.tapi lupa untuk diaplikasi.

Jadi, tak ada apa yang pelik pun.semuanya mungkin.

you & me

what is important to you might be not important to others

what is important to others might be not important to you

how true is this?

VERY true.

so just dont bother so much when people complain on you of your favourites

and dont wonder so much when you find others' interest are just not so good to your eyes

Puteri Homestay

Sekarang sedang sibuk membina blog untuk abang azman untuk Homestay terbaru dia,Puteri Homestay. disebabkan abang azman lahir pada tahun 60-an dan pada masatu takde belajar computer disekolah,makanya saya yang lahir di tahun 80-an ini haruslah menyelamatkan keadaan mambantu masyarakat setempat dengan ilmu yang ada.ececeh tang 'masyarakat setempat' tu ada sedikit poyo ya.

Actually, abang azman ni ada banyak homestay and the latest one is this one lah. sekarang ni mash lagi dalam sesi pengenalan makanya harga sangat murah iaitu RM150 SAHAJA untuk satu hari. sangat murah untuk sebuah rumah yang ada 3 bilik, 2 toilets dan fully-furnished siap ada rice cooker, water heater dan segala bagai. Tapi as what i was told, harga ni akan meningkat ke harga yang akan ditetapkan nanti lah. Rasanya sekarang ni dah ramai yang prefer homestay daripada hotel,especially bila trip melibatkan family. iyalah, daripada sewa hotel 1 bilik double bed yang harga at least RM80 baik sewa satu rumah yang boleh memuatkan anak beranak mak ayah semua kan?

Kalau berminat boleh visit blog dia yang baru je terbina.memang sangat simple lah kan sebab semangat cari blog template belum datang hihi.

for more info, you can go to www.pu3homestay.blogspot.com

+/- 74

+/- 74days towards my wedding.thank God the arragement was made in a manner that both sides dont have to rush that both of us have ample time to prepare everything. nasib baiklah both parents are understanding.

sebenarnya pertunangan kami dikat untuk jangka masa +/-setahun. we planned for the wedding to be held on April this year (we're engaged on 24/4) tetapi banyak benda perlu diatur.banyak pihak perlu dijaga hatinya :) other than iqbal's brother had just get merried last december (eh penat taw buat kenduri,so they have to..kind of recharge their energy) ,i'm now working in Melaka, so the preparation is quite hard to be made in that distance.everything is done slowly at our own pace & comfort.and by now everything is almost arranged for.

dalam busy membuat preparation there are times when i feel like this is a dream :)

i never thought that i would get married to him one day since we were seperated for 3 years until we met again in 2008. at that point of time, we already lead our own lives, never really care about each other and focusing on our own futures. tapi, qada' & qadar Tuhan tak siapa tahu kan?it's written. things changed in 2009. and i am a type of person who believes in second chance (but my brain would not recognize 'third chance') people make mistake and they deserve to repent and show other people what they have learnt from the pass.and i believe i also deserve a second chance for we were too young for making such whole-life-related decision 4 years ago. 2009 was where we put a new mark for a new start to each of us. until we manage to make it here :)

what i learnt was : learn to forgive.not just forgiving others but also ourselves.put away our ego as it might be the challenge that we're fighting without us realising it.give people a room to change as we might need it too someday. and

if you think it's LOVE,hold on to it :)