-memikirkan sesuatu yang dramatik,tapi gagal-

wah seems like this is my first entry for 2010.kalau nak buat entry untuk new year pun dah rasa macam tertinggal feri.inilah akibatnya bila terlalu asyik baca blog orang lain...blog sendiri bersawang haha dan tak ada new year entry.tak apalah.harap-harap umur masih panjang supaya boleh buat blog entry untuk tahun depan =)

harini terfikir untuk beblogging sebab ada sesuatu berkari-lari didalam otak mintak direlease.something berkisar isu kehidupan tapi tidak melibatkan isu mengenai schedule baru asb yang yang superb affordable & so worth it [ok2 this isnt a marketing dan tak termasuk dalam marketing strategy tahun ni] well lets get thing straight.apa yang ada dalam otak aku yang kecik tapi luas ni? where to start?

baiklah..isu ni mula bermain dalam otak aku since one of my not-really-close friend membuka cerita tentang sebab musabab dia berpisah dengan boyfriend dia,which is also my friend. sebenarnya aku lebih rapat dengan boyfriend [maksud aku ex-boyfriend] dia and aku kenal this girl disebabkan exboyfriend dia.macam mana nak simple kan ayat ni? aku kenal pempuan ni sebab exboyfriend dia tu kawan aku.haa.senang.

reasonnya adalah macam biasa dan selalu kita dengar sekarang ni..scandal.scandal ni dah jadi macam virus.kalau sorang kawan dah ada scandal,yang lain pun menggigil la nak kena ada scandal jugak supaya boleh join sembang bila member-member mula discuss topic spare tyre masa minum petang.tak puas dah ada sorang girlfriend baik.dah tu bila dah terkantoi mula lah buat muka sedih & menyesal seperti akan taubat nasuha tapi hellow kawan-kawan kalau setakat cakap dimulut tu sila jangan percaya.bukan bermaksud buat silap sekali terus tak boleh dimaaf, maksud aku, boleh la maafkan tapi jangan la percaya 100% apa yang dia cakap berdasarkan muka penuh penyesalan dia tu.tapi kan..sebenarnya ini dah kali ke 2 aku dengar boyfriend curang,ada scandal lain,kantoi,mintak maaf menyesal macam akan taubat nasuha,dimaafkan,mulakan lembaran [ececeh 'lembaran' takleh blah] baru dengan pasangan TAPI at last terkantoi yang sebenarnya masih ada hubungan dengan perempuan yang dia pernah berscandal dulu.haih.aku memang tak faham this part.tak letih ke korang hidup macam ni? dah tu kalau scandal sebulan dua kira adjustable jugak la..ini tidak..sampai setahun dua! wallaweyy korang memang very good in management.kalau amek subject management masa kat uni confirm A+. oh atau mungkin kelebihan kemahiran dalam mangement sudah mula dipraktik?

mungkin manusia semakin kurang or langsung tidak bersyukur.mula-mula memang sayang tapi bila nampak yang mantap sket,manja sket,dah mula gelabah.sepatutnya tak payah lah menipu,cakap straight to the face la 'i nampak sorang awek yang lagi mantap dari u,i rasa i suka dia so kita clash aje' paling teruk pun dapat penampar sekali pastu dah la u with ur life & me with mine. tell u what,this is gonna be easier to be taken by the other side compare to ditipu.

moralenya let us be grateful with what we have and let's not lie to our partner.just let's appreciate heart & dont break any.



p/s : yucks sungguhlah korang ni.

entri untuk seorang kawan.hummm~random sungguh

aku ada seorang kawan

kawan yang dah aku janji akan berkawan kemati

but for some reasons,we haven't been talking for quite a while

dan aku pun tak berani to start a conversation

takut-takut kalau mungkin akan mengundang sakit

betul aku rindu dia

mau sekali aku bertanya khabar

tapi risau

dear friend, i wanted to say sorry long ago

but i was afraid things'll get worse.

i am sorry.

p/s : aku tak pernah ada sailormoon sticker.itu hanya contoh.

itu adalah cupcakes hasil creativity zack =D rasa beruntung ada kawan yang ada business cupcakes. actually it was celebrated 3 days late but was ok since it's better late than never kan? birthday kali ni agak special.bukan dari aspek hadiah-hadiah yang dikumpul.tapi lebih kepada aspek2 emosi.camne tu?mungkin aku je yang faham ayat ni.

actually aku bukanlah someone yang mewajibkan birthday aku disambut gilang gemilang penuh surprises since dari kecik pun tak pernah mak aku bagi surprise masa birthday.mak selalu bagi hadiah & cake je.kalau takde present pun cukup la setakat ingat and wish.i'll feel blessed. tapi benda yang aku wajib buat setiap kali birthday is the wish.maksudnya..aku selalu wish that this year will bring me this & that..or aku harap this year i'll be able to do or achieve this or that.memang setiap kali birthday aku akan tell myself that i need to get this or that.some sort like a new year resolution la.and biasanya bila datang new year,my new year resolution akan lebih kurang dengan my birthday wishes.that's why bila ditanya 'what type of person are you?' akan jawab 'objective kind of person' i'm so objective-oriented but of course i wont simply tell everyone what are my objectives this year or then.itu biarlah between me & myself.

so sekarang tinggal lebih kurang sebulan je lagi to the end of 2009.a year will pass.a time to recall & revise things.apa yang dah dicapai,apa yang belum dicapai,apa yang dirancang untuk dicapai. i think life really needs all these.tak semestinya impian yang besar-besar like owning a BMW or what.yang kecik dan simple like re-owning a sailormoon sticker yang dah hilang masa darjah 5 dulu pun ok ape.kira berobjective jugak la hidup tu kan? and i belive whether we realize it or not,each of us is actually doing the same thing,the matter that differ is how serious you take them.atau kamu hidup tanpa apa-apa untuk dicapai.atau mungkin kamu hanya seorang setter but nor an achiever?and this is another waste.mari fikir.

why do i have to hate my life?

i have a job to do.i have coins to buy meals.i have a place for shelter. i have my mother to share my good or bad. i have best friends to gossip.

now why do i have to hate my life?

hanya kerana aku dipaksa pergi course secara mengejut next week perlukah aku membenci hidup?

waaahahaha

another good day

ok harini terasa nak bercerita pasal unity games i attended last weekend.in fact, i reperesented my region for table tennis.nizam,zaki and me.we actually didnt know how's the arrangement of the game like ada single ke double ke or mix double.since management suruh one region to provide 3 palyers [2 men & a woman] so dengan poyo tak ingatnya kitorang expect akan ada single & double for men and single game for woman.aku pun cam relax je la sebab perempuan main mesti tak rough macam guys.

tiba je kat senai [mercure hotel] the first thing aku cari secara terdesak was the game schedule & the arrangement for table tennis.sebab tu la orang selalu kata expect the unexpected kalau tak mungkin anda akan ternganga tak percaya dengan apa yang berlaku.macam saye.ngehehe.arrangement was 2 singles for men & mix double.which means i had to play with guys.lalalalalaaa~~matilaaa~ tapi as nizam is a good coach [dia sangat hebat okeh.sume game dia menang.gilak!tapi depan dia takdela express keterujaan aku secara terang-terangan.dalam hati je.sebab nanti dia jadi poyo gila tak bole blah] he was able turn me cool.

so the game went well.evrything went good and in a peaceful manner sebab the purpose was to unite all staff.ececeh dah tak dapat first place keluarla statement yang konon bermotivasi.cuba dapat first place,confirm blog entry kalini tak jadi camni.ok back to track.we won third place [or lose.whatevvaah] but our futsal team won first place.ok la tu.rasa jugak tempias kemenangan tu =) haha ok i know.tak malu.

the event went for one full day.starting from 8am till 11pm.i managed to escape myself from about 3 to 7pm hehe asked RAINBOW to fetched & sent me to iena's house for bath and went out with them for a meal.ate that new pizza with prawns on it [ntahapanamantah] wasnt so good =p haha sorry pizza hut.stucked in a jam while on my way back to the hotel but that was ok.since i was able to spent more time with RAINBOW.ihik.oh gedik gila.sila erase that line.

back to track again.malam was the prize-giving time with some performances.my region made a wallaaahh performance but still didnt win ahahahahkks.not funny.food that night was not good for my throat.sedap lagi nenek punya ayam masak kari.ngehehe.

overall, it was a nice event.kalau next year ada lagi,nak join lagi.that time nak masuk telematch..tarik tali hahahah patu kalau masuk table tennis,nak smash balik mamat-mamat yag smash aku the other day.hah! ada setahun nak train ni.

yippie

huhu and i managed to get myself a game to be played on unity games!
that's TABLE TENNIS oh whatsoever
honestly this is the first time i ever play table tennis
thank God that i played tennis before that there's no much different just that we need to hit the ball on the table and haha done =)

really thank God this is much better than cheer leading yang ntahpapentah tu
had my first training session with the guys,nizam selaku coach super terror [sebab takde staff wanita -haha WANITA tak leh blah- yang can play table tennis] and i was ok poyo macam tau je dulu and that worked! haha

ok la tu.the objective is to go jalan-jalan je sebenarnye.win or lose is another thing la
the dinner's theme that night'll be 'FLORAL' haila nak kena cari dress pulok..malasnye

netball oh netball

the story is..tempat aku kije ni nak buat some sort like a sports day for the staff called the RHB unity games.banyakla games yang disenaraikan.pulak tu buat kat desaru alahmak lama gila tak gi beach.ni mesti join nih.i was really excited since i am really into sports and it has been ages since the last time i entered into sports match.belek punya belek, futsal is only for guys, volleyball tak reti main, galah panjang cam tak yakin nak main sebab dulu masa dajah 4 salu main and position aku adalah spoiler, carrom,dart, pun tak reti main, cooking,menganyam ketupat,teh tarik lagila hampeh, senang cite semua game cam tak berkenan dihati and tak berkeyakinan nak masuk kecuali...netball.rasa cam boleh je ni so i decided to join the netball team.bila captain tanya ada experience main netball ke tak, dengan semangat kata 'ada' [masa PJK kat skola dulu.kira ok la tu] semangat gila.pegi selection ngan kak yam.sanggup tu drive all the way to melaka just for training.tebalkan muka,suruh captain apply balik awal dari director semata-mata nak pergi netball training kalau tak boss memang tak let go.semangat gila okeh.tangan cramp kaki pun cramp.nak tidur sume sakit-sakit.

tak pasal-pasal

netball game diBATALKAN! ada ke patut? sampai sekarang bengang tak habis.setelah apa yang aku korbankan sanggup management decide sesenanghati begitu.mengabaikan peraaan aku dan kak yam [dan yang lain-lain juga].haih.sedang menjajar-jajar cari game supaya boleh join unity games.adeh la.semua macam tak ngam.yang tinggal cuma....cheer leading.hishhhh.tak challenging langsung.

'the most epic romance since titanic'

ok terasa diri sangat kelakar.
bila dapat twilight's dvd & novel dari awien haritu punyalah semangat cakap pada diri sendiri nak habiskan novel dulu baru tengok the movie.
tapi semalam saya tewas.

dah tengok dah dvd tu sebelum finish reading the novel! hampeh
patu sekarang rasa cam ok dah tau citer takyah la baca lagi haha

kalau awien tau sure hampa gila ni

papepun robert pattinson memang schweeeet gila sampai buat aku jatuh cinta buat kali kedua [dah lama hidup ke saliza? statement cari maut ni] especially bila dia senyum dah tu buat muka konon-konon siyez [are you sure to publish this saliza?] holy heaven kiut gila.& kristen stewart adalah sangat gojes dan cool.haih.best best.nak tengok lagi.

goodnight!

i forgot!

ok now, this is what i got [i mean, borrowed] from awien.i know.LATE.yeah after some times i just forgot of the twilight.but now awien is back and she's the one who reminded me about it =) there are 4 altogether but for the moment i'll try to finish the first part.mari kita lihat how long'll it take to finish this sebab balik keje dah letih, plan dengan tini bukan main banyak lepas puasa ni, pergi aerobic la gym la mana ntah nak selitkan novel ni.

cerita pasal aerobic & gym yang tini & i will be going to ni actually a bit funny. i'm trying to lose weight but tini [oh lupa nak introduce,she's my housemate] is trying to gain as much weight as possible. or in other words, tini is trying to be me & i'm trying to be like her figure.funny right?how people are so not-easily-satisfied [or should i say,ungrateful?] of what they have.since the motive sounded too ungrateful, i decided to change it as to have a healthy life style =p & to keep fit huhu.

enuff for now.tata.

it's october!!

oh it's already 3rd October.it has been 10months.the 10 months i wondered. i remember asking mysef what'll happen to me, where'll i be, what i'll be doing in 10month's time earlier this year. so here i am, working in muar, not too alone & not too lonely now compared to few months before, loads of things happen to my friends too. awien's finished her masters, zack's business is expanding, poda's engaged, haniza's pregnant [it's so cute that she calls her baby little thumbelina =) ], iena's working in JB for a much better job, baby & sue have finished their studies too, siha's engaged too..oh Gosh everybody's moving few steps ahead.oh yep some of them broke up with their boy/girlfriends..emm we make mistakes, it's al right.leave those rubbish behind and be happy!! another 2 months to go to end 2009. cant wait for a new year. hope these 2 months'll be all fine.

g o o d d a y everyone!!