mylove

huh~nothing much..i'm just thinking of sharing what i got through the email.GOSH dont u think it's luvly? i think it's so....lady-ish =D kalau aku dapat satu mesti takleh nak lelap mata malam-malam risaukan kete kat luar hoho.kene upah pak guard sorang just to guard the car.

the long-left hobby has return!

it has be boring nights since hidayah (my noisiest younger sister) is not around.she enrolled to a boarding school last week.finally.she finally faces her fear.yep the boarding school is her fear as she'd been so comfortable staying at home for 15years.so watching tv is boring now since i dont have anyone to hear my critics about the shows we're watching.drinking coffee at night is also boring now since i dont have anyone to scold for she's lazy to make her own.

ok now

hehe that's the movie i plan to watch this coming weekend! i'm dying for it! cant stand hearing the stars people are giving to the movie! *mesti tengok! mesti tengok!* another movie i'm craving for now is the

yep i know LATE! i missed the show in cinema and i eventually forget about it.but now craving for it! i heard that awien bought the original dvd plus the whole novelSS!!! the whole series baby! oh awien..cepat la balik mesia!

p/s : emm memang kecik pun pictures yang i managed to get in about 2 minutes tu.

don't act like you know for the fact that u're clueless

owh yep.a very long title.no need to read more coz that probably explain just everything =)

there are times when you try to act like you know everything without realizing that the action even reveals that you actually completely have no idea over anything.oh that's sangat annoying.

ok drop that.

guess what i saw this afternoon?i saw Tan Say Kang (auditor yang emsem itu) carrying diapers! probably for his sons.oh oh oh yep i know this sent nothing to your emotion..unlike mine *he looks so sweer carrying diapers oh oh*

well,let's do some work talk here.tomorrow's my due date for this lighting house i'm auditing.but yep a week is like an hour to me..please dont expect too much *nasib baik saye masih di consider under training,selamat..* actually i spend too much time looking at the stock the other day.i mean the stock list..analyzing how expensive a bulb can be.that's only the bulbs no need to mention the candlier *camane nak spell ni?* so..i actually worried since tomorrow's the due date and i'm pretty sure that i cannot make it on time.know what i did?i made up questions..some pretty strange questions yet reasonable =D and she eventully say 'it's ok dont rush..u can have your time' yippie! so it works!!!

nota kaki : students dah nak final exams dah.dah nak abis 1 sem.nape rasa life is in monotone now?need to put on some colours.humm~

* the sky *

i love the sky

love the members of the sky

the clouds

the white cottony clouds

the stars

the moon

the sun

and yes the RAINBOW

i simply love looking up to the sky

i wish i'm a bird

^_^

the first since the last

sumpah lama gile aku tak update blog nih..

blame my schedule.and the connection too

so basically i'm back to the blogging world..nothing much to write yet.all i can say is i feel alive again after a temporary death *i mean..absence..exaggerate again* feel like i manage to breath after being strangled. huh~ok all i wanna say is..i'm back =) and thanks for reading.

OMG, is it saturday?

Time really flies!no.time just..swwooooooshh and it’s already a week. A week after the last time I updated the blogs too.i can hardly feel a thing.what have I actually done in a week? Wake up at 6.30.go to work.i will normally make my self coffee in the morning.i actually made it hot but until yesterday I don’t really get the chance to have that HOT coffee I made since it already got cold by the time I swallow it.all I got to taste were actually cold coffee.perfect.isnt it?save the ice cubes.thanks to the air-conds.they do not just contaminate the environment but my coffee!huh~ok back to the story.i will just have some kueh at the office for lunch.i don’t really go out for meals *sebenarnye mcD house sangat lah dekat dengan office,oleh kerana saye sedang meboikot so tengok je la mcD house yang kiut tu* I’ll read the newspapers during lunch.and solat.continue struggling with the figures until 6.30 p.m.kadang2 rasa segan jugak nak go out at exactly 6.30 since the others will stay back until at least 7.so selalunye saye stay back jugak la.until 6.35 hahahaahahahahahahahahahehe LOL!!emm I just don’t have much options since I’m not driving my own car.arrive home at at least 7.solat.watch the spaQ.solat again.dinner.watch the miss no good at 8.30 and that’s it for a day. those are the rountines.i’m actually adjusting myself to these new changes.i will usually feel VERY TIRED after 6.30 or as soon as I reach home.ye la before ni takde strict schedule.and that’s why I lurrrrrrrrrvvvveeeee weekends now =D I can do many many many things during weekends contohnye pagi-pagi lagi tadi dah gi nursery ngan mommy to catch some seeds and cactuses.yey.

Good news for the week : ina tak jadi work at shah alam.she turned that offer down.i know why.and I’m happy for it *buat letih je ajar ko UBS aritu na*

aku bukan siapa-siapa

Aku mau skali puaskan hati semua orang.semua pihak
Terutama skali mereka yang dekat dengan aku
Aku mau skali semua orang hepi dengan apa yang aku buat
But there are just times when I think
things are static
for the fact that I’ve done so much to make it better
To make them understand

Mungkin aku yang tak memahami mereka

Atau mungkin

mereka yang tak pernah cuba
meletakkan diri di situasi aku dan memahami kenapa aku berlaku begitu
Makanya sampai satu masa aku rasakan dan katakan

Maaf..aku bukan siapa-siapa

Yang mungkin memuaskan hati semua
Cuma satu yang perlu kamu tau
aku cuma mau bahagia

aku.kau.audit

I eventually managed to get myself a job to do.yep,currently employed to do audit works.nothing much to say bout it anyway.it’s just that that S.K Tan is gorgeous! He makes me feel going to the office everyday LOL.i should say thanks to Mr.Kuan for harshly trained me during my internship.5 days at work and I’ve got few praises already..for moving so fast in audit.and it’s a good thing since I’m carrying the face of the uni along with it.but still there are LOADS to learn.but I just don’t think I’ll be staying long there.

my trouble is : i couldn’t find anyone to ACTUALLY befriend with.

remember I have my own definition of friend.and they’re just colleagues not friends.oh yep.forgot to mention.i am the only malay doing audit.the other 7 are Chinese.well don’t get me wrong.they’re nice tho.and helpful too.ask just anything and you’ll get a perfect answer.contohnya,I used to have this problem to understand the 1/3 basis for directors’ retirement on rotation ..so I asked miss Siew Teng about it.masa blajar CSP dulu kalau ada soklan tu for sure aku skip tak jawab.but now u ask me,huns.

Tapi sebenarnya selama 5 hari ke office ni lebih kurang 2/5 time tu aku spend on reminiscing on how good it was to go to class and don’t have to work alone.oh don’t call me immature since I’m still able to be realistic.There are just times when you dream things to be better.mungkin kalau that 7 chineses are replaced with aliya or zack or ina or jade or a'an or pearuz or awien or sue or farrah or arni or sal..things must be ohsogood ~_~

kerjalah lalalalal kerjalah~~ pinggang saye sakit the first day sebab dah lama tak duduk lama-lama camtu.

misi mencari P.E.L.A.N.G.I

Aku hanya mau melihat PELANGI
PELANGI indah buatku senyum
Senyumku indah dibuat PELANGI
Entah kemana PELANGI pergi
Mencari-cari PELANGI
Tercari-cari PELANGI

Pernah satu masa aku tercari-cari pelangi.tapi tak jumpa.yang aku jumpa hanya gambar-gambar pelangi.

i got aliens

And so I hate this topic yet feel like writing it…as most of my friends already notice, my face is now covered with oh-so-beautiful pimples. The problem havent been solved since june last year *ye dah lebih 6 bulan aku cuba settlekan problem nih* sebelum ni *before june 2008* my face skin was doing just fine..not all gebu geban but at least I didn’t have these aliens on it arghh so there came may 2008 where I started to have a few…and now there is already a family or perhaps a tribe of alien on my FACE!! Well, I’m not really the kind of person who care about what people are talking about me.i don’t really care if they say I’m fat or ugly.really.i just don’t.but when it comes to pimples i go nuts thinking of it. I’d done all I could but things don’t seem like working. Mommy planned to sent me to have some facial treatments but I refused *teringat pija started to get facial problem when she did facial treatment* and she planned to sent me to the skin specialist but aziah told me that the medication will give you side effects.

oh heaven help!

Bila fikir lama-lama fikiran jadi merapu sampai one stage aku terfikir mungkin ni balasan Tuhan pada aku yang sengal. Well I have this one friend who has a quite serious skin problem and she’s a bit unconfident of herself because of it.yep she has that skin problem but to me she still looks suhweet.so what’s the deal? whenever she came to me discussing on her face..i’d just go like ‘there’s no problem with it..you look just fine..no need to worry’ dulu aku sangat pelik kenapa dia asyik risaukan skin dia. Ye la ade pimples tapi pada aku tak payah la fikir sangat sebab those aliens tak menjejaskan her beauty. so sekarang aku rasa mungkin Tuhan nak punish aku sebab tak pernah nak faham perasaan kawan aku tu.now I know how it feels.rasa geram macam nak buat surgery pun ada.lagi-lagi la kalau mommy starts to nag about it.belum lagi dia mengkaji dah berapa banyak aliens atas muka aku ni.sumpah rase nak bungkus kain baju and run away.

Product dah banyak dah aku try. Fish oil pun dah habis sebotol tapi camtu jugak.
Kebetulan I have a friend yang baru je bergelar pharmacist so I texted her the other day asking on proper medication I should take to drive out the aliens and she came up with a few suggestions. She said

for external treatment you can use the Clearasil ultra (the cleanser,toner & cream) *oh yes it works!* and

for internal medication you should take a lot of fish oil. She didn’t recommend me to take up pills since she said mine isn’t serious *oh not serious?..look at me!* huh~~

okeh..sudah

morale nya….aliens do eat human! So don’t stop fighting.