impian kurus

ok.i know.benda ni dah beratus juta kali didengar sahabat handai.
sejak diploma sampaila ke degree and sampaila sekarang ni dah keje pun still hanya dimulut.the fact is nothing is done to make it happen.

kali ni betul-betul nak direalisasikan.
berita saja digembar-gemburkan diblog supaya orang tau.
dan bila orang tau.mereka-mereka akan bertanya.
dan bila mereka-mereka bertanya the pressure akan meningkat dan mudah-mudahan pressure ini boleh bertukar mejadi motivasi.haha.

i think i'd gain a lot.start masa aku diform 4.masih ingat lagi weight was only 43 when i was 15.masuk hostel masa form 4 for 1 year.terasa bahagia bersama kawan-kawan.weight naik omost to 57!that was fat! luckily i was selected for our school's tennis representative until the district level.tambah pulak terpaksa keluar hostel sebab result pekse merundum akibat kebahagiaan bersama teman-teman.i wasn't given any option but to get myself & stuff out of the hostel.masatu i lost quite a few kilos jugak.masuk uni.jumpa kawan-kawan yang sangat happening.hidup menjadi sangat-sangat teramat bahagia.so gumuk balik =_= and boleh dikatakan sampai sekarang i can't make it any lesser than 52kg.sekejap naik.sekajap turun.and now naik lagi.dengan adanya secret recipe,sushi king,pizza etc. tak tergamak rasanya nak mendera tekak dan menjadi kedekut kepada perut.

and now i think i've had enuff of them.

the thing is i feel unhealthy with these fats around.kalau dulu boleh jugak ajak ina or jade or dolla or pearuz *kadang-kadang sampai tahap paksa* teman pergi jogging kat campus.but now.asik pergi balik keje.sundays for leisure.tak sempat nak exercise.dan harini setelah difikir-fikirkan.alangkah bestnye kalau boleh dapat size dengan mudah masa shopping nanti *dah janji ngan sahabat handai nak shopping gile sakan at the YES*

so

SAYE MAU KURUS!aneroxic pun takpe

kalau ada siapa-siapa ada resepi berkesan untuk mudah to lose weight ataupun any kind of supplement food yang elok please do me a favour.

aku marah.aku nak tikam kau.

ye harini hari penuh kemarahan.baru je semalam penuh kebahagiaan.it was my graduation day.kebahagiaan berjumpa teman-teman bermain guli *ececeh ade plak main guli kat campus tu.saje nak sedapkan citer ni* susah nak dilafazkan.especially after few months of separation.emm rasanya nak jugak buat 1 entry untuk convocation.banyak jugak funny things happened.natilah tunggu ada masa.


ok.back to the story.tapi kisah kemarahan hari ini ada kaitannya dengan kebahagiaan hari semalam.emm camne tu?nampaknya aku dah buat citer ni jadi complex.

semalam aku received a call from this one company that i've been waiting for quite sometimes.i couldn't tell whether it'll come with good news or bad at the first place but hearing the voice alone has made me feel happy.and yeah,as prayed,Pn Basyariah,a HR's head from that particular company called giving me a good news.

''saliza,congratulation.u're now officially accepted to join the company''

hehehe masetu perasaan sonok tak dapat nak digambarkan.actually aku memang dah set in mind,i give my self 3month's time to find a new job sebab aku sangat tak happy kat firm yang aku kerja sekarang.so Alhamdulillah.usaha & doa di jawab.10th june ni start with that new company.ok that is the nice part.

part yang tak bestnye berlaku semasa aku deliver the resignation letter to my boss.notis untuk 1 minggu but he didnt accept that.he wants it to be a month notice.berlaku sedikit quarrel.at the end aku decided to just accept whatever he's trying to say and hold back whatever words roaming around my brain waiting to be realeased into verbal words.siap taknak bagi cheque gaji aku for may.demmit.takleh tahan bila dia gunakan labor law.oh crap!pandai pulak tu time orang mintak resign nak guna labor law macam i know nothing about it.hello.kang aku ungkit apa yang dia buat kat staff dia based on labor law baru dia tau.tapi oleh kerana aku tau he's the boss.and bosses always win.jadi aku senyap and the last word i said was OK.padahal hati dah membara cam nak meletop.emm

u think u're smart?i think i'm smarter

we'll see

the heart-melting mice

oh this is what makes me go hihihuhaha~~ all day today.a contact lense case which i know i will never use but still i bought it.yes i bought it coz it's unresistably kiut and i think it'll be useful someday .bought it from my collegue,hwee do.ada website juga

http://www.barbieeyes.com/

satu petang di kedai kopi

ok this is what happened yesterday.we had to go to shah alam for our robes for our degree convocation this thursday.it was an easy process compared to the last time we did for diploma convocation.yep first time will always be the toughest time.so it actually took us less than an hour.didn't join the rehearsal [konon dah experienced haha] we just hang around outside the hall and chit-chating *almost 5 months tak jumpa.there's seas of updates haha*

and this is the place where we hung out for tea *and lunch and breakfast* at about 4 p.m+

dulu lepas habis study aku selalu rasa bosannya tak jumpa kawan-kawan macam masa belajar.but now i think it has some good since bila kami bawa haluan masing-masing,deal with our own lives alone and berjumpa sekali sekala,we'll have tonnes of interesting things to talk about.cakap tak boleh habis.i love last night.go flirting around with the girls at alamanda yang dah sangat lama tak dilakukan,aku,pear&a'an made a very prompt decision to eat at rasamas *the place where not any of us has tried before* disebabkan it was late and semua kedai makan dah tutup or even tak tutup pun hanya ada limited menus.catched a movie [x-men origins:wolverine] at 11 and straight away went back to pearuz's place.the conversation never stop until we dozzed off at about 3 in the morning.

kesimpulannya.it was a good day.saye hepi ^_^ and looking forward for thursday.

aliya a.k.a niyang rapik

good day,my friends

just a quick shoot in here
saya mau umumkan yang aliya [yes aliya binti abd wahid] telah diganggu dengan semangat niyang rapik yang sangat scary [atau dia sebenarnya mau dilihat seperti niyang rapik]

kononnya dia mampu bertelepathy atau dalam ertikata lain.dia mampu membaca fikiran orang lain [berhati-hati!]

bersyukurlah apa adanya

tak tahu kenapa lately aku selalu sangat mengeluh.almost everyday aku mengeluh.just like this morning,sampai je office,sit at my place,look at that tonnes of working papers and mengeluh.felt like OMG what am i doing stucking myself in here?honestly.yes.i'm getting bored of audit.looked at the space and cakap 'apa malang la diri ni' and as i was about to start working.aku teringat apa yang mak cakap semalam.

ayah fifi meninggal.

tak taula kamu-kamu ingat lagi tak dengan baby fifi.baby fifi yang ibunya merupakan one of my mom's bestfriend.she died last year after few months of giving birth to fifi.my mom was thinking of adopting fifi at that time.but kakak dia insist to take care of her youngest sister by her own.and the eldest sister was 13 on that time [this year 14] mereka 5 beradik.kehilangan ibu.and from that time onwards,dari apa yang aku dengar,kakak dia yang take care of the brothers and sister.pagi-pagi pergi skolah.tengahari balik rumah masak,basuh baju,bagi adik-adik makan.pada usia 14 tahun dia dah faham erti sebenar kehidupan.erti susahnya hidup ni.some of us keep on uttering 'life is hard' or 'life is complicated' without actually experiencing the hardship.

and now.selepas tak sampai setahun ibu meninggal.ayah mereka pulak meninggal.can you imagine the life of the sister?at the age of 14?aku hormat sikap bertanggungjawab si kakak.memang betul kata-kata 'bila kita rasa diri kita susah,sebenarnya ada orang yang jauh lebih susah'

ya Allah sungguh aku menyesal mengeluh tadi.terasa diri sangat ungrateful.

*tak boleh teruskan entry ni.mata dah berkaca-kaca.hati dah terasa berat*

wajah baru aku

*plingg*

tadaaaaaaa

new blog background.cik zalina kite penah kate 'blog scott macam sehelai kertas buruk'

ishish tapi aku suka betul design before ni

dah lama aku fikirkan nak tukar background tapi tak jumpa yang sesuai dengan hati but bumped into this one just semalam.so i work on it today ^-^

.my bad.

******

i think i've been too tolerate

i think i sometimes pay no attention to my own feeling

for making sure others' will be good

******

infectious macam H1N1

i hate working saturday.
hati menjadi sangat marah dan menyumpah-nyumpah bila la nak sampai july.
lagi-lagi bila kawan-kawan call diwaktu aku berkerja and 'scott ko kat mane?weii orang gila je keje ari sabtu ok' atau 'wallawey..bangla pun cuti ari sabtu ok' adoila membuatkan mataku berkaca-kaca menahan kemarah terhadap bos aku.kalau la boleh aku lemparkan pelempang ke mukanya tapi dah selalu dah aku lempang muka dia sebenarnye [dalam otak aku]

to make things worse.aku dengar besok [sunday] accounts department kena kerja.tapi oleh kerana heads aku takde cakap apa-apa before balik tadi,aku anggap berita tu takde kaitan dengan audit department.dan dengan bijaknya aku telah mematikan henfon ya *huahuahua.yes!yes!nasib baik aku bijak* ok drop this.



dan ini-ini adalah apa yang aku dapat kelmarin

yes.wedding invitation cardS [perlu di highlight 'S' tu]

diyana & dayana's [31st may]

&

ila's [6th june]

ada lagi 1 tak sampai ni.amy's

haila.ngeri betul bila tengok kawan-kawan dah ramai yang kawen ni.orang kata kawen ni macam penyakit berjangkit.bila sorang dah kena kawan-kawan yang lain tak lama lagi dapatla penyakit tu.lagi ngeri bila dengar macam tu.harap-harap lambat la sket BFF aku terkena penyakit ni.terasa banyak lagi yang nak dibuat yang akan jadi a bit troublesome kalau nak dibuat bila dah ada title 'wife' *zack,jangan lupa janji yang pernah kau lafazkan dulu* but the main thing is are you well-prepared to be a wife?emm~rasanya aku kena beli buku & study how to be a good wife one day.masih rasa aku lebih mahir menjadi 'anak yang baik'.

p/s : noris is pregnant!

bersenang-senangan

this one is form zack.aku rasa tersangat senang harini.jadi menjawab satu tag =)

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR CELLPHONE INBOX ?
~ aliya,iena & baby

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ?
~ Lollipop by Mika

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT ?
~ was on the phone with him

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE ?
~ mommy.pegi pasar malam huhu

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW ?
~ light blue

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
~ watched the kubah terbang in Indonesia [was in 2003's news rupanya.punyalah lambat saliza] in the youtube with mommy

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
~ my handphone [where i get to listen to fly fm]
~ my lappy [where i get the connection]
~ my RAINBOW

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
~ oh plain white

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
~ RM41 & few coins i didn't count

10. HOW'S LIFE?
~ not easy

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
~ the climb by miley cirus [for the moment]

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
~ saturdat at the office & sunday macam nak gi career fair at the PWTC [still deciding]

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
~ i can still see her now

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
~ right in front of the tv lazy-ing watching her favourite iljamae hehe

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
~ u mean 'parent'.emm 5 minutes ago.or less.

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
~ aliya.updating her feelings haha

17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
~ at home but something bought outside.

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
~ haha last few months.march perhaps.i was really surprised that darn dancer guy dare to call me after what'd happened.and i too had surprise for him *devilish smile..hihi*

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
~ apa ya?was it zack's comics? [uikss tak pulang lagi.sorie memory saya memang 126]

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
~ boyfriend is that mr.RAINBOW which suppose to mean that i dont have any husband

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
~ exhausted

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
~ my boss.wanna let him know that i want an INCREAMENT!!!

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
~ secrets shouldn't be told i suppose hummm.but some of my frens do know [masih dikira secret lagi ke?]

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
~ they only keep it when i 24-hour remind them about it.if i miss a minute then it'll be a news haha.nah i blaff.

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
~ nope [i hope it stays]

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
~ biasanya spicy chicken mc delux.tapi dah lama tak makan mcD

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
~ bila ya.masa langgar kucing-kucing haritu kot

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
~ boss tak masuk office!yey! [perlu diingatkan.ini hanyalah 'wish']