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+/- 74days towards my wedding.thank God the arragement was made in a manner that both sides dont have to rush that both of us have ample time to prepare everything. nasib baiklah both parents are understanding.

sebenarnya pertunangan kami dikat untuk jangka masa +/-setahun. we planned for the wedding to be held on April this year (we're engaged on 24/4) tetapi banyak benda perlu diatur.banyak pihak perlu dijaga hatinya :) other than iqbal's brother had just get merried last december (eh penat taw buat kenduri,so they have to..kind of recharge their energy) ,i'm now working in Melaka, so the preparation is quite hard to be made in that distance.everything is done slowly at our own pace & comfort.and by now everything is almost arranged for.

dalam busy membuat preparation there are times when i feel like this is a dream :)

i never thought that i would get married to him one day since we were seperated for 3 years until we met again in 2008. at that point of time, we already lead our own lives, never really care about each other and focusing on our own futures. tapi, qada' & qadar Tuhan tak siapa tahu kan?it's written. things changed in 2009. and i am a type of person who believes in second chance (but my brain would not recognize 'third chance') people make mistake and they deserve to repent and show other people what they have learnt from the pass.and i believe i also deserve a second chance for we were too young for making such whole-life-related decision 4 years ago. 2009 was where we put a new mark for a new start to each of us. until we manage to make it here :)

what i learnt was : learn to forgive.not just forgiving others but also ourselves.put away our ego as it might be the challenge that we're fighting without us realising it.give people a room to change as we might need it too someday. and

if you think it's LOVE,hold on to it :)