p/s : aku tak pernah ada sailormoon sticker.itu hanya contoh.

itu adalah cupcakes hasil creativity zack =D rasa beruntung ada kawan yang ada business cupcakes. actually it was celebrated 3 days late but was ok since it's better late than never kan? birthday kali ni agak special.bukan dari aspek hadiah-hadiah yang dikumpul.tapi lebih kepada aspek2 emosi.camne tu?mungkin aku je yang faham ayat ni.

actually aku bukanlah someone yang mewajibkan birthday aku disambut gilang gemilang penuh surprises since dari kecik pun tak pernah mak aku bagi surprise masa birthday.mak selalu bagi hadiah & cake je.kalau takde present pun cukup la setakat ingat and wish.i'll feel blessed. tapi benda yang aku wajib buat setiap kali birthday is the wish.maksudnya..aku selalu wish that this year will bring me this & that..or aku harap this year i'll be able to do or achieve this or that.memang setiap kali birthday aku akan tell myself that i need to get this or that.some sort like a new year resolution la.and biasanya bila datang new year,my new year resolution akan lebih kurang dengan my birthday wishes.that's why bila ditanya 'what type of person are you?' akan jawab 'objective kind of person' i'm so objective-oriented but of course i wont simply tell everyone what are my objectives this year or then.itu biarlah between me & myself.

so sekarang tinggal lebih kurang sebulan je lagi to the end of 2009.a year will pass.a time to recall & revise things.apa yang dah dicapai,apa yang belum dicapai,apa yang dirancang untuk dicapai. i think life really needs all these.tak semestinya impian yang besar-besar like owning a BMW or what.yang kecik dan simple like re-owning a sailormoon sticker yang dah hilang masa darjah 5 dulu pun ok ape.kira berobjective jugak la hidup tu kan? and i belive whether we realize it or not,each of us is actually doing the same thing,the matter that differ is how serious you take them.atau kamu hidup tanpa apa-apa untuk dicapai.atau mungkin kamu hanya seorang setter but nor an achiever?and this is another waste.mari fikir.

why do i have to hate my life?

i have a job to do.i have coins to buy meals.i have a place for shelter. i have my mother to share my good or bad. i have best friends to gossip.

now why do i have to hate my life?

hanya kerana aku dipaksa pergi course secara mengejut next week perlukah aku membenci hidup?

waaahahaha

another good day

ok harini terasa nak bercerita pasal unity games i attended last weekend.in fact, i reperesented my region for table tennis.nizam,zaki and me.we actually didnt know how's the arrangement of the game like ada single ke double ke or mix double.since management suruh one region to provide 3 palyers [2 men & a woman] so dengan poyo tak ingatnya kitorang expect akan ada single & double for men and single game for woman.aku pun cam relax je la sebab perempuan main mesti tak rough macam guys.

tiba je kat senai [mercure hotel] the first thing aku cari secara terdesak was the game schedule & the arrangement for table tennis.sebab tu la orang selalu kata expect the unexpected kalau tak mungkin anda akan ternganga tak percaya dengan apa yang berlaku.macam saye.ngehehe.arrangement was 2 singles for men & mix double.which means i had to play with guys.lalalalalaaa~~matilaaa~ tapi as nizam is a good coach [dia sangat hebat okeh.sume game dia menang.gilak!tapi depan dia takdela express keterujaan aku secara terang-terangan.dalam hati je.sebab nanti dia jadi poyo gila tak bole blah] he was able turn me cool.

so the game went well.evrything went good and in a peaceful manner sebab the purpose was to unite all staff.ececeh dah tak dapat first place keluarla statement yang konon bermotivasi.cuba dapat first place,confirm blog entry kalini tak jadi camni.ok back to track.we won third place [or lose.whatevvaah] but our futsal team won first place.ok la tu.rasa jugak tempias kemenangan tu =) haha ok i know.tak malu.

the event went for one full day.starting from 8am till 11pm.i managed to escape myself from about 3 to 7pm hehe asked RAINBOW to fetched & sent me to iena's house for bath and went out with them for a meal.ate that new pizza with prawns on it [ntahapanamantah] wasnt so good =p haha sorry pizza hut.stucked in a jam while on my way back to the hotel but that was ok.since i was able to spent more time with RAINBOW.ihik.oh gedik gila.sila erase that line.

back to track again.malam was the prize-giving time with some performances.my region made a wallaaahh performance but still didnt win ahahahahkks.not funny.food that night was not good for my throat.sedap lagi nenek punya ayam masak kari.ngehehe.

overall, it was a nice event.kalau next year ada lagi,nak join lagi.that time nak masuk telematch..tarik tali hahahah patu kalau masuk table tennis,nak smash balik mamat-mamat yag smash aku the other day.hah! ada setahun nak train ni.