Isnin, 29 Disember 2008

the second interview

Kalau before ni aku pergi interview di Melaka dengan kawan-kawan [pearuz,a’an & mas] this second interview at the K-UTech (company under the UTHM) pun still dengan kawan-kawan [zack,awien & sue] the difference this time is that they went there just to support me *hehe sebab tu saye sayang mereka..supportive* they had to wait for almost 2 hours. Despite of their supportive-ness sebenarnya mereka *or kami* ada plan lain..the next plans were to go having breakfast at the Kluang’s Railway station and to grab some donuts at the Big Apple, Kluang Mall *eh, baru teringat aku tak bayar lagi dwet donut kat zack haha* I had been longing to eat at the railway station. Selalunya Sal je yang tapawkan roti bakar tu kalau balik ke segamat. And again.. walaupun aku fikir angan-angan aku selama ni akan menjadi kenyataan sebab aku dah pun berada di Kluang masa tu..aku sebagai hamba-Nya terpaksa pasrah dengan ketentuan yang telah tertulis untuk aku *dan mereka* untuk hari tu…kedai tu tutup beb!! Jaoh tu jalan..tutup pulak adoiyai tak tau macam mana nak gambarkan kekecewaan hati nih. To heal the hurt, we headed to Kluang Mall for donuts huh~

Oh about the interview. I read shida’s blog entry on interview the other day, she talked on the questions she had to answer in the interview. So I think I’m gonna share what I’ve gone through during mine so that we can all benefit from it.

The offered post is : Accountant

Few of the questions I can remember :

1. The accounting software you can deal with
2. Are you good at ubs?
3. Any experience on handling accounts? Explain
4. In your opinion, what are the important criteria for an accountant?
5. Any qualities you found in yourself better then others? *oh siyezly I hate this part*
6. Since I’m an IT people, I always need my accountant to advise me when making decisions especially investment referring to our financial position. Can you do that? *I was like..WHUT? I’m a fresh grad whut do you expect?? But don worry I didn’t blurted out that. I did it like what an interview has to be haha.*

Then it came to some things more technical:

1. If the trial balance is balance is there any possibility that the financial statements will be imbalance? Explain and elaborate with examples.
2. If the financial statements are imbalance since 2006. What should you do to correct it?
3. Tell us the steps to correct the financial statements
4. If you were given some imbalance financial statements, say from 2006 how much time will you need to correct them?
5. Tell us what he ubs can provide other than the financial statements

Hummm~those are some I can remember. And they got along with some more unstructured questions. There’ll be one more interview and that one will be with the BOD. Gosh! Ya I’m shooting for the star yet I don’t know whether it can even reach the moon.

Isnin, 22 Disember 2008

life is a journey

Orang kata hidup adalah sebuah perjalanan jauh

Macam naik kereta ke perlis untuk kali pertama

Jauuh

Dan tak tau jalan di depan macam mana..

Bengkang bengkok ke, berbukit bukau ke, berlubang ke, nak belok ke kanan atau ke kiri

atau mungkin tersalah ambil jalan mati

bila tersalah ambil jalan mugkin tersesat sekajap

kalau dah tau tersalah jalan tu patah la balik ke jalan yang sebelum ni kita rasakan betul

atau mungkin kita boleh minta pertolongan orang lain untuk tunjukkan jalan

ataupun call lah kawan-kawan yang boleh dipercayai untuk tunjukkan jalan

walaupun sebelum tu kita pernah buat silap

biarlah perjalanan kita akan ke arah yang betul

menggunakan jalan yang betul

ke destinasi yang setiap kita impikan =)

21st December 2008

It was haniza&ekram’s wedding. haniza was my classmate at TIGS for 3years but yep, s make good friendship so even though we’d been far aparted, semua masih keep in touch. I think her marriage is unexpected since she seems like someone who puts her entire head on academic..not everyone knows that she’s planning to tie the knot this early. She can be regarded as the most brilliant among us..pada umur 23tahun haniza dah pun ada masters and she’ll be doing her phD this coming January for 3years again in Adelaide [oh ya, and her husband too] and yah kami melihat their decision to get married as a very good move.

Since haniza adalah the first to get married..almost everyone who knows is excited. Kami nak cari present pun took 2 days to decide what to buy. Faridah yang dah lama gile tak jejak BP after her family moved out to JB pun datang this time. Faridah, Farah & me stayed at zack’s place a night before haniza’s wedding. tengah-tengah malam baru keluar to get some late night meals with Sue. Faridah yang dah sangat lama tinggalkan BP ternyata terkejut dengan BP’s development. Dah ada BP Mall, Carrefour, the Square One where there are Gulati’s and EuroModa..dah ada McD house..wifi dah merata even kedai asam pedas pun dah ada wifi haha..kalau nak dilihat masa kami skolah dulu tempat nak hang out cuma lah summit parade tu. Kira masa tu summit parade umpama pavilion la haha..ok drop this.

Anyway, we made a kind of small reunion at haniza’s, changing & updating stories…………..it was HOLY FUN! jumpa mereka yang ada dah 2-3 years tak jumpa Gosh, what a blessing =) cant wait for reunion on April!!

the long awaited moment

actually I’m kinda late of posting this kinda entry *saye busy okeh,kawan saye kawen* so..saat yang dinantinantikan sejak sekian lama finally arrived (the 18th Dec) where our final semester’s results was eventually provided by the uni. I was like being called for death the night before..tak boleh tidur langsung, bilik tu jadi cam creepy gile nak menunggu result on the next morning. However, big portion of us made it through but still ade juga yang tersangkut. saye dengar supp paper for Financial Accounting Reporting & Audit will be on this Tuesday & Wednesday so for those yang gagal.. no worries luvies..boleh buat supp just give ya best shots on that one and for those yang pass tolongtolongla doakan untuk kengkawan yang didn’t make it through..semoga dipermudahkan.

dan saye rasa khamis lepas juga telah mengubah status kami..mission & vision lepas ni perlu di reorganize and yah..2009 pun semakin dekat so sangat sesuai la untuk set balik apa yang nak dicapai next year.and like always, saye sangat suka set new year’s resolutions and I normally do it moderately *sorie I don’t tell people what I have for resolutions*..kadangkadang tak sampai 5 pun haha *ade orang yang set resolutions sampai berbelas okeh* for me, the quantity doesn’t matter in fact some people don’t even bother of having any but they achieve what they want in life perfectly humm~so the point here is kalau nak buat azam baru tu make sure you’ll try to achieve them within time. Ani did tell me that one of our coursemates is applying for ACCA..a brave shot there *ntah bile saye nak amik ACCA humm last paper FAR600 sangat dahsyat*

Actually bukan saye yang tengok sendiri my final result..dan sebenarnya sampai harini pun saye tak tengok langsung result di student portal tu sebab saye telah mengarahkan cik ina untuk buat sume tu untuk saye =D

Saliza : ‘na ko tolong checkkan result aku..tapi jangan bagitau aku sampai aku ready…nati aku dah ready aku cakap’

Iena : ‘okeh’

Few minutes later

Iena: aku dah tengok result ko heee

Saliza : okeh forward kat aku result tu

Iena : account susah eh scott? [masetu dalam otak aku dah fikir..ni cam aku sangkut account je..cam nak nanges tapi sebab dada aku dah rase macam nak terpecah menahan takot air mata pun tak boleh nak keluar]

Saliza : weh bagi je la result tu..account memang susah gille..aku sangkut account eh?

Iena : emmm nampaknye camtu la…sabar ek scott [mase ni aku rase cam dah mati..tak dapat nak bernafas.nak kate sedih tak nanges pulak]

Iena : hehe acah mak enon! Ko pass sumer la.. [perkataan pertama aku cakap lepas bace text nih…iena bunguks!]

so dari malam tu aku bangun tidur dengan senyuman..menghadapi harihari dengan senyuman walaupun sekarang aku dah mula bingung dengan employment problem aku masih senyum hehe. Terasa segala penat selama 2 tahun setengah ni terbalas walaupun pointer menjunam. People say the higher you are, the harder you fall..since I didn’t flew too high, so the fall don’t hurt much haha.

oh yep, for friends yang dah boleh dianggap graduated I wish y’all the best luck on earth for your future undertakings. Moga sukses!

another good news for the week. Jade,iena & aliya had started blogspotting =D yep, as jade mentioned they had actually been blogging before but it used to be on friendster and myspace. Ok guys, drop those now and come in blogspot. don’t call for not-good-in-writing thingy luvies coz I’m a lousy writer haha I even write those which people don’t like to read but cam saye pernah cakap
‘ni blog aku…suke hati aku la ape nak tulis’
Haha..sorie.

Selasa, 16 Disember 2008

read me what the future holds

December is so rainy..it makes staying at home *especially the bedroom* is so very dangerous. Ya you know..when it’s raining we tend to get cold, when we get cold then we’ll probably desperately searching for blankets..which is normally found in our bedroom on the bed..then we’ll be slipping into it..then it’ll make us feel cozy..few minutes later we’ll be drowned to sleep or maybe it’ll take seconds. Those extra sleep or nap or whatever you call it will usually cost us to waste another precious hour in our life that can actually be used for something better than just spoiling our brains. As we know, sleeping excessively can hurt or perhaps kill the brain…..merely like what I felt yesterday haha but hey,it was raining and I got nothing to do at home..but yah, finally regret it since it sent me the hell headache.


Okay now..18th December is coming..and it sends me a very bad nervousness. I realized that thinking of it will refrain me doing anything else such as eating, sweeping the floor, combing my hair..it’ll take a few minutes before I can resume. Pheeeewwww~~ I’m trying to be totally positive here *fingers cross* everyone has started talking or questioning on job interviews or even employment. As far as for now, sal is the only one who has been employed..followed with pija and I’m not quite certain about the rest. some are waiting for the final result before they can make a good move, some are waiting for replies..hummmm~ and some are uncovering the truth about what they actually want in life. Me? I’m a small part of those all =)


Since I have nothing specific to do now, I’ve been using these times to enhance my cooking skill *not interested to talk on this* and meet up old friends, finding what they’ve been doing during their temporary absence in my life *oh ya, thanks ina for the mcD!ada mase leh blanje lagi, aku suka betul sejak duamenjak dah berkerjaya nih ina selalu bermurah hati =) semoga ina dimurahkan rezeki and boleh blanja di the mcD house lagi* ..and most of them are doing great *or better* some are changing work, some are getting married, some have been promoted..and some stay the same ^_^


This is one of the abundant things i’ve been waiting to do. Going to the place where you can see the entire batu pahat. a very peaceful spot. Very valuable to me. When I was in secondary this place was empty, was like a field but now it’s almost filled of big houses and perhaps, few years later we won’t be able to stand in this spot we were standing in.

Selasa, 9 Disember 2008

when the heart speaks

I should say this Aidil Adha is a bit different from years before and celebrated less merrily. we used to go back to Kulai (granny’s) for raya but this time the whole family stick at home waiting for my mother’s sisters & bothers to come. It’s kind of weird actually since we normally enjoy granny’s ketupat during raya but yah as mommy said ‘we need a change’…..honestly, I didn’t quite understand.hummm~

Kak As’ younger sister (kak ujie) came to our place the other day. mommy wanted to give my sisters’ bicycles to Kak As’ kids. Yah we have 2 unused bicycles which my sisters used to go to learn reciting the Al-Quran since sekarang mereka dah katam, bicycles tu dah terbiar about a year already ..daripada dibiarkan jadi besi buruk it’s better to give them away to those who can benefits from them rite? Kak Ujie brought Fifi along. she’s so cute. Dialog didapur bila Kak Ujie left:

Mommmy : mak ingat nak amik Fifi, what say you kakak?

Kakak : laaaa..kalau mak nak, kakak ikut je, kakak tak kisah…..Fifi kiut

Mommy : tapi mak tak sedia lagi……. *and went away from the kitchen*

Kakak : *saye jadi pelik dengan statement tu lalu menggeleng-gelengkan kepala kearah hidayah*

Hidayah : *mengecilkan mate sambil menggeleng-gelengkan kepala dengan mulut terbuka* memang mak slalu cakap macam tu..nak adopt Fifi patu cakap ‘tak bersedia’ pulak..

Sekarang saye faham..my mom will be having an internal-emotional complex bila Nampak Fifi. Patut la masa Fifi ada kejap dia suruh saye amik biskut untuk Fifi, tak sempat sampai kedapur dah dengar..

‘kakak, dalam fridge tu ade ice cream..pergi amikkan bagi kat Fifi’

tak sampai berapa minit pastu..

‘ semalam mak ada beli buah baru, ada dalam fridge..kasi Fifi, kakak’

Kemudian..

‘oh adik punya teddy bears tu bagi kat Fifi je..adik dah besar..pergi amikkan tuk Fifi’.

mommy always fails handling her own emotion when it comes to Fifi. It always shows ~_~

Khamis, 4 Disember 2008

kisah zack dan incik polis

Disini saya bersuka hati untuk share *or recall* the information about the use of tinted-glass for cars..starting on 1st December, the use of tinted-glass on cars are prohibited. Huhu nak dijadikan cerita, petang semalam I went out with zack & awien..went to BP walk to grab some tea and bihun goreng and the chit-chat that will never end. And like always, zack will be sending me home..tapi kali ni with her brand new very-darkly-tinted white myvi *owh zack..i luv your myvi!!!* we use the same route we had been using since forever and there were our lucks the police were doing their things on the road, dengan gabra zack sound ‘awien,the seat belt!’ followed with ‘owwhhhhhh..the glass!’ kali ni kami tau kami akan ditahan disebabkan glass yang sangat gelap itu..and yeah as expected the police rose his hand giving us the sign to go to the side of the road.
one of the polices kept on saying 1/12 (satu dua belas) mula-mula tercengang-cengang tak faham ape yang dia cakap and with some elaborations they comprehend us, bermula dari satu haribulan duabelas tinted glass pada kereta adalah tidak dibenarkan..atau kamu akan disaman rm300!! And starting on 1st January all back sitters need to put on the seat belt or again..you’ll be handing rm300 to the government. I think most of us are informed even before I write this but yah our forgetful minds tend to lose things sometimes. But thank to God, zack telah terselamat dari disaman sebanyak rm300 kerana telah berbual mesra bersama incik-incik polis haha..mintak maaf..zack sebenarnya telah diberikan warning.

Kepada incik hamster yang sedang menunggu myvinya : takyah la bazir dwet tinted glass tu nati kena saman kena bukak tinted tu on the spot, mesti nanges menjurai-jurai =p

hands up

I still don’t get it when a married man *remember I mentioned ‘married’* has to make friends with girls through the internet..the ym!, friendster, facebook, myspace or whatsoever *perhaps I need someone out there to explain to me the relevance* it’ll be normal and sensible if he makes friends in the office or the neighbourhood…but the internet? Through the chit-chat space? Married man? Naaah I don’t think it’s necessary *atau mungkin pemikiran saye yang tersangat kolot?* kalau kamu lah..married,and your husband goes out somewhere with girls..malam-malam sampai tengah malam..eventhough you know that they are friends in the internet. kamu bagi ke? Ya they might just have some drinks or meals together tapi..kamu dengan sukahatinya bagi ke? Hummm~

the interview

Went to tesco’s interview last Tuesday with pearuz, aan & mas. We reached mlacca on Monday since we had to do some observations on tesco’s management. Funny that was the first time I ever stepped in tesco..but honestly I think the management is good. Everything is in its proper place. Better than mydin or giant.oh okay..no offence.

The interview was tough..i mean VERY tough as expected. There were 4 stages all together and we had to settle the all four in a day. Imagine when we had to constantly think like a pro for the fact that we’re only fresh graduates *tak graduate lagi pun sebenarnye* siyezly dalam pukul 5 otak masing-masing dah rase seperti membeku sebab dah dikerah constantly for about 7 hours. Macam nak kena concussion pun ade. But Alhamdulillah berjaya to go through all of the 4 stages..ade jugak yang rase cam nak give up half way but I think it’s a waste so just go through it no matter how bad or nice will the outcome be.

Well our intention at the first place wasn’t to get the job but the experience..i conclude in overall that it is crucial to have a good communication skill since all the 4 stages that we’d gone through required us to put forth our ideas. Besides, we normally tend to get nervous in front of the interviewers so it is equally important to pun your emotion under control or else the ideas will shatter making it not understandable humm

Sabtu, 29 November 2008

love your heart

Since It has been quite a while since the last entry..there are thousands of things running in my mind now which I think I need to choose which one to write. Among others I think the one which I learned on the most is fun to write. A few things happened that teach me not to trust anyone in the world..just anyone..yet it’s not wrong to give out your trust to some selected persons but just do it moderately so that you know somehow if that person hurts or betrays you..the impact wouldn’t be so massive.

Well basically, I wasn’t the one who was betrayed. It was my friend, but I witnessed it..tried to put myself in her shoes and I felt…ouuccchhh! She was cheated by her very own old schoolmate which incurred a loss of big bunch of money. That was one example when being positive isn’t appropriate. Only if she *or we* wasn’t so positive on that moment, things should be better now. But yah..mourning and regretting things wouldnt help much. Take it from a brighter side, you’ll learn that God is teaching you..always..no pain no gain. every wound has its story so learn on in well and don’t cause any wound with the same storyline or the hurt will double.

Yah I wasn’t betrayed but I was cheated. Sounds even more pitiful right? Now I don’t want to remember how it hurts in stead I’ll learn well from it. And the lesson was again on trust..just don’t trust anybody even though the ones you thought would be so very far from hurting you. Remember that your judgment can be wrong so play safe.

tracing the footsteps

22 nov o8 (Saturday)

Pearuz and me made a sudden decision to go to the career carnival at the pwtc. The decision was actually made on the Friday, Jade gave me the idea when I accidentally met her at the night market. It took me only a few seconds to make the decision (now u know I’m unpredictable) told mommy bout the idea and she freaked out haha *yela baru je tiba bp pukul 4 tu, tak sampai few hours dah cakap nak g kl pulak* the second person i tried to spread the idea to was pearuz, she agreed to join and so we searched for bus tickets but failed coz it’s already 7+p.m the last ticket was at 11p.m. mommy freaked out again when I rejected her idea to send me haha. kesian pulak tengok dia risau so I agreed.

Met a’an, anis, mas and ita ^_^ was a good thing since we haven’t met for quite a while already. A’an’s getting slimmer than the last time I met her in Melaka yet still normally crazy as usual hehe. Most of the offer at the carnival were good, and I’ll leave ‘em to fate and luck. Went straight away to segamat from kl to get my things at our old rented house. Leaving segamat for good…perhaps. The house was almost empty when I came in..it suddenly send me sorrow. It was full of noise with ‘em around. I couldn’t remember a day without laughter back then.. everything made me happy even though there are times when I cried hard. They made me happy, fill me in. I’d love to stop the time there but yah, this is life we gotta deal..it should move forward and not standing still..that’s how we grow.




19 & 20 nov o8


A day after our last exam paper and most of all it was my birdae! Or perhaps I should say the best birdae ever. Got 2 cakes in a day..well frankly I’m not a cake fan but with a cake with your name on or symbolizes you it...makes you wanna eat more than usual. It was pretty emotive actually *I really appreciate that guys!* okay that was one.

Events of the day started at about 0015 I suppose. That was when we enjoyed the first cake. The next event was the bowling-fighting. Guys represented by payat, abong, palem and sonart & the girls representing me myself, pearuz, sal and mard and yeah kami kalah *oh this is unexpected!but unexpected things happen so it’s all right =p* reached home around 4a.m
Went to aliya’s around 12noon to help ‘em on the barbecue preparation. The dishes was quite a lot to name..all were hell delish =) oh yah I even fried my own flesh for ‘em to eat haha basically the preparation end at 8p.m, enjoyed ‘em until 12+ *yah that was when the 2nd cake came out..a huge ‘S’*

the next spot was the McD’s..well actually we planned to go to the fun fair but it was raining so there’ll always be a plan b. enjoyed coffee and some discussions. There were loads of topics being discussed yet THEY still chose a notion which I thought was absurd haha nah I wont name it here. We actually planned for a short chitchatting with coffee together but it turned out to be a McD’s-breakfast-meal-waiting event.. we waited until 4 just to try on the breakfast meal. Something which I think I wouldn’t do with anyone else in the world hummm~



Isnin, 27 Oktober 2008

away a while

Watched the p/s I love you dvd last night. Well actually had partly watched the first 30minutes of the whole movie early this semester but had to hold the rest due to the mounting assignments we had to clear. I’d actually first read the novel *one of my favs. remember of crying like nuts reading it* yes fun to see how they put those words into real moving lives. I think played it perfectly.

finished with the first and second episode of chuck (2nd season) too and waiting for more *to whom this may concern..please..i’m waiting for more!* the ending left my mouth open with the word “noooooooooo” =_=

I know I know..should use this study week for revisions. Tapi tak salah kalau spent just a very small portion of you whole time to do what you feel like doing since forever rite?hehe *I think the word forever is just for an exaggerated version*
Now I have tonnes of piles of papers of facts to dig in and digest luvies..wish me luck!! And I wish you luck too ^_^

Fyi, I’m gonna be away until 18th November which means there’ll be no entry starting on today until the 18th. Miss me luvies!

Nota kaki : am searching for the right direction. Sent me guidance.

as mush as i love the morning sun


Bought myself a sunflower the other day and happy that it’s still alive. I call it a self-soothing. There are times when I feel suddenly ‘down’ for which sometimes I also don’t quite understand why and I’ll need this kinda self-soothing thingy like buying yourself any thing the way you do to soothe a weeping little kid that can someway pull the clump of unwanted feeling away. Odd I know & I AM a weirdo =p yep, my girls think I’m weird that way too. People might think it’s nuts to desperately buy your own self a flower but..leave the erroneous judgment and you’ll be all fine. It’s a fact that almost everyone in the world is judgmental despite the fact that they sometimes deny it. Thus, bothering yourself with the whatever judgment they make will just lift your precious time. Drop it.

okay now..school is over! Assignments are all over yippie! *harap-haraplah over selama-lamanya untuk degree, rasa tak sanggup nak resit any paper* okay, hush with this coz it’s no fun to talk on. The joyful part just happened last week where we successfully held the open house for the batch! *yang tak datang : jijie & yan & cik ki! Rugi sungguh tau* well, the actual plan was to hold it at our house but after a little brainstorming we came up with a decision to do it on the same day with nina & at the same place at nina’s *sebab rumah mereka besar sikit dari kami* I really thank you guys for coming and making it happen.thank you for spending your time and appreciating our efforts ^_^ tengkiu8888888x

the production house


the eater and the maker


the so-called chefs


antara mereka yang terlibat



look at the food huns!


owh...emptied












Selasa, 21 Oktober 2008

strange stranger

We’ve finally reach the final week of our lecture class for this degree undertaking. the moment that had been long awaited by some of us. Well, frankly speaking am quite a bit confuse of the right feeling to sense now huhu..relieved but not happy, nervous but not scared, contented but not comfortable. What I know for sure rite now is that we’ll be struggling our head off by next week for the final exams.oh yep,congrats to my dearies who are graduating this November! Ina, dolla, yati, zeera, rarai(already in uk), tira. smalam aku tanya HEA dia kata tak yah wat clearance pun takpe weh! But u need to be certain that u don’t owe anything to the uni. For ina yang jarang-jarang sekali pinjam buku dari library tu I think u don’t have to bother of doing the clearance *ngehehe namun begitu ina adalah seorang yang rajin =p*

AIS's presentation should be settled by tomorrow (supposed to be today! we were all prettily dresses up haha but we couldnt proceed due to the time constraint) Another 1 quiz for Accounting Information System and a test for Corporate Finance..and the AIS’s PBLs! Ahh still have quite a number to settle =_= even though merely 5 days left. The work is actually even mounting without us realizing it or perhaps I should say the struggle’ll never end. Done with this one and there’ll be a lot more to kill. Thus sometimes, counting it’d be pointless.

tiba-tiba terasa nak write about ‘stranger’. How do u actually define stranger? *regardless on how the dictionary define it* to me a stranger is someone whom you completely are not familiar with or someone you had never talked to, someone whom you won’t recognize in your whole entire life, someone who could never hurt your feeling no matter what they do.
what if someone u recognize very well act like a stranger to you? is it wrong to totally ignore them just like things never happened? If they are actually your friends that u’d helped a lot, do you have the right to tell them how disappointed u are and how disgusting they look now? Do u think that u need to consider the appropriateness of your act for the fact that they’d been completely offensive? If they apologize, should there be any room for forgiveness?


Sorry to say this but I despise this not really strange stranger.

Rabu, 15 Oktober 2008

estrella


Stay by estrella

Sounds straight from the twilight
Has me up all night I can’t
Fall asleep coz I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow
Outside my window
And it’s you

c/o
all my sorrows flew away
hush keep quiet hear me say
I don’t ever want you to go
Please stay

With the moonlight dancing free
And there’s no one but you and me
There’s no reason to go away
Please stay

Making up a story
It’s the way you’re looking at me
If you think that this is funny
It’s just you

Try and think about it
If your heart is closed don’t lock it
Put your keys back in your pocket
Think this through


My biggest gratitude to jade for lending me the cd. I’d been keeping it for 4 months already *komfem jade cakap aku nak buat harta nih* It’s definitely a good one to listen to and definitely my type! For those who are not aware of estrella, it’s a local band with 4 members. female vocalist (liyana) with a heavenly tone. I love the music so harmony, so good for the ears. Had been longing for this kind of album for so long lalalaa~~

insomniac


i think i'm having insomnia. i hope it's not contagious. i have this difficulties to sleep lately. was awfully sleepy & dizzy minutes ago. slept for 20 minutes before pearuz called talking about the hl contest winners. yep, as anticipated, we aren't listed *lol* a bit dissapointed here actully. the winner is a 22 year-young man. yep, we were hoping for the RM50,000! Gosh! we even planned of what we're gonna spent the money for. poor thing, i'm gonna hush with this. so, i tried to sleep again and failed, i found it's a struggle, felt so fishy when i have to struggle just to sleep so i woke up.huh~~

lying alone on the bed made me reminiscing on our raya-raya. feeling like uploading few more pictures..(and yes, somebody complained on her picture not being uploaded, so pearuz darling..i upload dah hee)

kami di open house pn. ariyani

persoalannya..kenapa payat ada disitu?

excuse them peps. mereka memang begitu

hehe shaye dan dirinya. mesti pear rase cam peluk teddy bear

saye je tau nape pojie gelak camtu *hishhh*

di rumah payat pulak



walaupun gambar ni agak kabur.saye saje upload semata-mata menunjukkan kepoyoan bel

this is what happen u're full. sume orang tedampar. look! cik ki is throwing up!and palem too!

you can see more in payat's darlings.

Selasa, 14 Oktober 2008

clicking the button

I thought the raya-raya mood has ended last two weeks as soon as I reached segamat but I was totally erroneous, the mood is still around! Received a few open house invitations last weekend (including pearuz’s brother’s engagement) even though it was a bit tiring, all were attended. Perhaps we just don’t wanna miss the moment. perhaps there’ll be no more such time in future so why don’t we spent little time just to make sure we wont look back in regret.

Congrats to abang fariz (pearuz’s brother) for his engagement. Kak ayu looked heavenly beautiful the other day ^_^ and thanks for teaching me handling the slr (I’m dreaming of one now,should start piggybanking! *hehe*) oleh kerana saya baru saje pandai menggunakan the slr, a few slr telah menjadi mangsa (abg fariz’s & payat’s since i don’t own any myself) the basic functions were explained but it’ll take some time to be good at it. Arts is always fun. Get a bit irritated with payat just now since he lied me on his slr price. Well, actually I wasn’t angry of knowing that he cheated me but I was angry for knowing the fact that I need superextra piggybanking *ko memang zalim* but for the time being, to own an slr is so far from my reach. Thus, payat’s is always the medium to expand my proficiency in photography =p

'playing' with it.that's what they call it



during pearuz's bro's engagement. tema baju kaler biru tak sangka kami disuruh bawa hantaran. as a return telah diberi gifts (coklat yang diisi dalam wine glass huhu)

Rabu, 8 Oktober 2008

the exam schedule

Checked on our final examinations schedule (1st draft) yesterday..hopefully the schedule will stick as what it is

2/11 – Strategic Management
6/11 – Corporate Finance
9/11 – Audit
12/11 – Accounting Analysis & Design
16/11 – Financial Accounting Reporting
18/11 – Accounting Information System


Class will end on the 24th October so we’re gonna have about 9 days before the first paper.arghh!

Selasa, 7 Oktober 2008

route to the end

It’s our final part of campus life. Something that we should perfectly spent with meaningful occasions. As it’s the final part, the pressure of getting a job is now circulating the air. Everyone has started talking on job hunting, everyone has started predicting what will happen and start to plan for future, some are planning to embark on the ACCA, some are planning on doing masters. And as for me, yep, plans should be in place but everything should be taken lightly. No pressure, no harm. Yet no proper plan has been made but one thing I know for sure now is that this 17 year-long profession as a student will soon be ended. Yeah I decided to put a stop to it *at least for the moment*. I might be no longer a student but the lesson continues till my last breath of the air.

Life is to be treasured with fun. Always. Just about another 3 months from now that I’ll be treasuring a completely different path of life. The focus will be different, the motivation will be different and the aims have to be reorganized. I was a kinda person who’s freaking afraid of failure, I was scared of falling down, of heartbreak but frankly speaking, after 23 years everything had change. Now I take up failures positively as a motivation. I think it’s how life teaches people and how people should take life as a lesson.

Ahad, 5 Oktober 2008

Eid Mubarak

basically, the Eid break is over now. had just reach segamat after 5 days of holy raya..the 5 days were perfectly spent with jalan-jalan around johor *or the what i called collecting-duit-raya program* like always, raya is an event of the year which is so long to tell. our family will have this konvoi raya around johor. this year with another one little member baby alisya *cik yati's latest baby born*.
done with my raya with the family on friday. saturday was girls raya-raya turn *oh ya..and a guy..asrul* rumah yang jadi magsa this time were awien's, iela's, arman's, noris', rumah besar and finally wanie's. ended at 12 midnight! funny sungguh kami sempat tengok senario muvie yang tak best itu. i wanted to watch the 'kami the movie' but since zack and wanie arent kami's followers..in stead of making them tercengang-cengang tengok kami tu we decided to catch on senario *haha sengal memang sengal* done with the senario movie at 9.30 baru kami ke rumah wanie menghantar wanie balik+beraya makan satay hee. with asrul around keadaan jadi gelak-gelak sampai pecah perut.


awien & me


zack & wanie


it was 6p.m when we all realized that the kueh we ate actually did not fill our craving stomach. the bill was on zack. thanks darl!

Isnin, 29 September 2008

every sky has its silver lining

I'd successfully reached home yesterday. thanks to fana for the ride. Huh~~It's always good to be home. The headache and flu was deadly but thank to God it’s got better now after the medication and 16hours-long of sleep *haha* yep, slept at 10pm on the Friday and woke up at 2pm on Saturday. Excuse me friends, I really had a TERRIBLE fever.

So, the first thing I talked about with mommy was about baby fifi. Mommy told me that they don’t wanna be separated or being adopted by anyone. They are 5 in siblings. The eldest is a 12 year-old girl. Hard to believe but the 12 year-young girl wants to take care of her other 3 brothers and a younger sister by her own. I'm not even so certain how is that possible but I bet her mother would be very proud of her if she knows this. I'm just worried that she might be risking her future. She’s so young yet have to bear such responsibilities. it'll be difficult to concentrate on her study and manage her brothers at the same time isn't it? Plus, they are all kids! Thinking of them make me realize how fortunate I am to at least have my mom besides me all the time *semoga tuhan permudahkan perjalanannya*

One full night

Break our fast ramai-ramai at the ashalihin..the food was hell delish! But our mission was distructed..by that baps!! Actually we were thinking of having one big table or at least combining few tables so that we can eat together in a big circle or whatever shape it is. The point is eating together. Dahla tak kasi kami combine tables tu patu ade ke patut siap sound “have your seat and jangan buat bising” hoh?? Sangat irrelevant untuk duduk makan dengan senyap in a restaurant! Unless we’re eating in a library..only then I think it’s relevant to eat quietly cissh! Ok hush with the baps.


We planned to catch for bowling late at night that day but again the audit assignment and some miscommunication ruined the plan. So we decided to hang out at the mapley for sahur saje. i actually couldn’t taste well due to the flu but really wanted to eat the roti tampal *chees nan yang dibangga-bangga kan budak-budak laki tu tak sedap pun.saye pelik*






24Th September 2008.

We’ll be going back home tomorrow for our Eid break.yey! well,mommy’d ordered me to bake chocolate cake *oh I really mish baking n oh yep..promised alya to bake one for her*. But the route to end this week is..omigawd so tough.the assignment + all the ‘ unwanted unwelcomed’ events that happened in the week huh~~

Skarang rasa sangat nak marah dengan the unwated event sebab cumalah menyemakkan kepala. Kalau boleh avoid that part may be this week will be a little easy .insane! why do I have to get mysef into those kinds of trouble? If only I can foresee things and if only I think a bit serious about it.hish~tapi saye dah anggap semuanya dah settle by now.taknak fikir lagi dah.kepada kawan-kawan saye yang banyak berfikir bersama-same in handling and settling my problem tu..saye nak cakap tengkiu seribu kali.

Presently am still putting my 100% energy,brain,hands and all on the audit assignment and honestly it is very hard to focus since it’s so very near to Eid haha. I think the tiredness gets me this flu and perhaps it'll be a fever soon.

I'm having headache.don't feel like writing now.

SATU yang banyak

Satu ucapan : to aziah, tengkiu for treating us last night ^_^ the hazelnut coffee was good *thumbs up*
Satu fakta : Saya rindu kamu yang di pandan jaya.
Satu harapan : get back home and tell mommy I’m not having chikungunya
Satu pembohongan : fasting gets me slimmer
Satu nasihat : to my friends, mari beraya sakan coz it might be the last Eid to collect angpow =p

Isnin, 22 September 2008

al-fatihah for kak As

21st September 2008
Received a message from mommy right after sahur, it says


“ kak as dah meninggal, mari kita sedekahkan al-fatihah dan yasin”



I will normally take a short nap after sahur before performing my subuh prayer but that message kept me awake. She was one of my mom’s bestfriends. I remember when she used to come to our house late at night just to chat with mommy. She had delivered a baby early this year (she’s much younger than my mom).baby fifi. Very cute baby fifi. Thinking about her make me awfully sad..how is she going to live without her mother?omg, now I don’t even dare to think about it. I never thought she’ll leave us this early.

.cant wait to get back home and get to her house to see fifi.




baby fifi yang chumel


baby fifi with her late mother

Sabtu, 20 September 2008

.friends are gifts.

at the billion. the motive was only to buy A file..but it took us about half an hour just to reach the stationery department.


kami without arni at first




tukar position pulak..without aziah and alya this time



alya . sal . aziah


one down

Basically, we’re done with the accounts’ project paper. Yeah, done with the assignment not the weariness. One down, another one to go..Currently working on the audit project paper pulak and still have many to kill after this huhu like the strategic management, the AISes and the corporate finance. The audit will be circulating about the corporate governance, well actually I’d encountered with the issue so many times before. Is an exciting one actually but when we picked the vote saliza dengan segeranya bermonolog dalaman “CG lagi….adeh” well not to say it should be easy but we should already be familiar with the issues by now. Submission will be on this coming flyday..so again it’s gonna be a tiring week, devoting our good times on audit pulak. After all, the route to the top will never be easy, rite? They say


“ Our path wont be easy, our sail wont be smooth..are you ready?”

I’d once said yes…and now I’m gonna have to deal with it.

Coming up after the Eid break will be tonnes of presentations *gosh!!* at one point I just couldn’t quit thinking of finishing this degree as fast as possible..but thinking of what do I have to do after it finishes make me feel like slowing down the time or even stopping it until I can exactly determine what am I going to do after that.

Just about another 10 days before Eid. I don’t know the progress of my baju raya dah siap ke belum I even don’t know *tapi dah dapat hadiah baju raya dari aziah at the facebook heheee* our Eid break will start on the 26th until the 3rd October 9 days to be precise and it’s gonna be my last Eid to collect duit raya.


Pacik Bahar : This year dah tak dapat duit raya kan?
Sazzyflurry : hei..dapat lagi la
Pacik Bahar : ey kamukan dah join cik adi..mane leh dapat duit raya
Sazzyflurry : Noooooo orang belum abis degree okeh..nak gak
Pacik Bahar : hehe okeh2 bagi account number

huhu bosan la next year dah kena bagi duit raya plak.ni yang rasa cam nak further masters or ACCA nih..furthering study just to avoid mysef from having to provide angpow,apelah saliza..


Khamis, 18 September 2008

18 hari sudah

it's the 18th day of Ramadhan. Last night way my and pearuz's duty to cook for sahur and like usual we'll owez try to find the simplest menu since i'm such a lousy cook plus we don't want to risk the stocks of food just to show off or pretend lke we're good in cooking. the concept was..something that can be eaten *haha what a lame* very simple and safe i should say.

the fasting gets somehoe easier now..less pain in the stomach perhaps it's adjust after 17 days. it's just that i try to cover 8 glasses of water each day but keep on failing.the most was 5. the result is my lips is all dry and perch requiring me to put the lip balm all day or else it'll gets me pain.

so basically tonight is gonna be our society's dinner.the Bacccsa. we're actualy forced to join..the advisor complained saying that we're boycotting the program.nah,what a conclusion.if it wasn't because of the work load, i gess we'll willingly fill the front spaces in the ball room.had just got the invitation card this morning..blank invitation card which i fill my name on it mysef *haish ade ke patut, kata nak meraikan kitorang but buat invitation card pun improper* honestly i don't know what to put on tonight..kalau ikutkan hati nak je pakai jeans and shirt but i need to respect the guest since this is not just my dinner but ours. ok for now, let's see what's gonna happen tonight.

Rabu, 17 September 2008

Fresher phase

Just as much as I want to leave my painful path of existence. Yep, I should say that I’m moving mysef to a fresher phase of life. haven’t been writing blog for omost..lemme see..9 months. A veryvery long time I should concur. Wasn’t because life was boring but I was so lazy to write plus my writing skill has gotten worse. Like it or not it’s a challenge to put your thoughts into words..i mean readable understandable words. But yeah, as u can see..i’m writing again just so I can trace what I’ve done with my phreaking phrantic life if I feel like it someday in future *ngehee*

well anyway..to payat..my blog wouldn’t be a wholly intellectual piece of historical window and wouldn’t be a whole crap *as u refer it to* tho. So if u’re thinking of reading some intellectual stuff like who first invented the toilet bowl or who first come up with the double entry theory…tell u what buddy,u’re in the wrong space.