when the heart speaks

I should say this Aidil Adha is a bit different from years before and celebrated less merrily. we used to go back to Kulai (granny’s) for raya but this time the whole family stick at home waiting for my mother’s sisters & bothers to come. It’s kind of weird actually since we normally enjoy granny’s ketupat during raya but yah as mommy said ‘we need a change’…..honestly, I didn’t quite understand.hummm~

Kak As’ younger sister (kak ujie) came to our place the other day. mommy wanted to give my sisters’ bicycles to Kak As’ kids. Yah we have 2 unused bicycles which my sisters used to go to learn reciting the Al-Quran since sekarang mereka dah katam, bicycles tu dah terbiar about a year already ..daripada dibiarkan jadi besi buruk it’s better to give them away to those who can benefits from them rite? Kak Ujie brought Fifi along. she’s so cute. Dialog didapur bila Kak Ujie left:

Mommmy : mak ingat nak amik Fifi, what say you kakak?

Kakak : laaaa..kalau mak nak, kakak ikut je, kakak tak kisah…..Fifi kiut

Mommy : tapi mak tak sedia lagi……. *and went away from the kitchen*

Kakak : *saye jadi pelik dengan statement tu lalu menggeleng-gelengkan kepala kearah hidayah*

Hidayah : *mengecilkan mate sambil menggeleng-gelengkan kepala dengan mulut terbuka* memang mak slalu cakap macam tu..nak adopt Fifi patu cakap ‘tak bersedia’ pulak..

Sekarang saye faham..my mom will be having an internal-emotional complex bila Nampak Fifi. Patut la masa Fifi ada kejap dia suruh saye amik biskut untuk Fifi, tak sempat sampai kedapur dah dengar..

‘kakak, dalam fridge tu ade ice cream..pergi amikkan bagi kat Fifi’

tak sampai berapa minit pastu..

‘ semalam mak ada beli buah baru, ada dalam fridge..kasi Fifi, kakak’

Kemudian..

‘oh adik punya teddy bears tu bagi kat Fifi je..adik dah besar..pergi amikkan tuk Fifi’.

mommy always fails handling her own emotion when it comes to Fifi. It always shows ~_~