not nice.not nice

okeh aku dah dapat gambar ani's new babies.bintang dan bulan ^_^ but actually i've forgot which one is the male and the female.the thing is THEY ARE CUTE!! emmm berkembang dah family si ani ni.ramai dah anak dia.

bintang

haha i luv her eyes =D bulllllllaat cam spotlight

and this is bulan.bulu cam cotton.i liiikee

so.talking about kittens.few months lepas aku pun ade dapat kittens.mak dia tu kitorang [my family] dah bela dari dia kecik and that was the first time she gave birth so semua orang dalam rumah was really excited.the babies were born pre-mature i suppose since the limbs were all weak.they couldn't even stand on their feet.ok ok i know it's normal for newly born kittens.but these two took about a month plus to just open their eyes and start walking.they got feases but i was told that they couldn't yet be too close with chemicals so we waited for a month.

cut things short.

tibalah satu malam yang tak terduga.i was about to go out to catch some lontong goreng ngan zack kat CK.the babies were normally in the house tapi ntah macamana that night dorang boleh ada kat luar masa aku nak keluar tu *forget to mention yang masetu dorang dah boleh lari-lari* tak tau bila dorang berlari keluar.aku reverse kereta cam biasa and terus keluar.haritu memang hati aku rase semacam tak sedap je dari pagi sampai ke malam.tak sampai seminit aku drive mak call cakap aku langgar DUA-DUA kittens! and DUA-DUA dah mati! oh.terus jadi takut nak balik rumah sebab mase mak call aku dengar adik menangis macam nak gila kat belakang huhu.sedih tak payah cakap la.

on that time,i wish their lives were batteries.kalau lah bateri.aku nak beli seratos.

so masatu and for the next one week aku rasa diri sangat hina lagi keji macam pembunuh.setiap kali aku nampak emak kittens tu rase bersalah tak terbendung.lagila kalau tengok dia kehulu-kehilir cari anak dia adoila.tiap-tiap hari aku mintak maaf kat dia.i hope she understands that.

see.this was taken a few days after her birth.she was sooooo weak.

the babies.we called them aliens.look at their face!

poor quality picha.but this is all i got in my engine ~_~