entri untuk seorang kawan.hummm~random sungguh

aku ada seorang kawan

kawan yang dah aku janji akan berkawan kemati

but for some reasons,we haven't been talking for quite a while

dan aku pun tak berani to start a conversation

takut-takut kalau mungkin akan mengundang sakit

betul aku rindu dia

mau sekali aku bertanya khabar

tapi risau

dear friend, i wanted to say sorry long ago

but i was afraid things'll get worse.

i am sorry.

p/s : aku tak pernah ada sailormoon sticker.itu hanya contoh.

itu adalah cupcakes hasil creativity zack =D rasa beruntung ada kawan yang ada business cupcakes. actually it was celebrated 3 days late but was ok since it's better late than never kan? birthday kali ni agak special.bukan dari aspek hadiah-hadiah yang dikumpul.tapi lebih kepada aspek2 emosi.camne tu?mungkin aku je yang faham ayat ni.

actually aku bukanlah someone yang mewajibkan birthday aku disambut gilang gemilang penuh surprises since dari kecik pun tak pernah mak aku bagi surprise masa birthday.mak selalu bagi hadiah & cake je.kalau takde present pun cukup la setakat ingat and wish.i'll feel blessed. tapi benda yang aku wajib buat setiap kali birthday is the wish.maksudnya..aku selalu wish that this year will bring me this & that..or aku harap this year i'll be able to do or achieve this or that.memang setiap kali birthday aku akan tell myself that i need to get this or that.some sort like a new year resolution la.and biasanya bila datang new year,my new year resolution akan lebih kurang dengan my birthday wishes.that's why bila ditanya 'what type of person are you?' akan jawab 'objective kind of person' i'm so objective-oriented but of course i wont simply tell everyone what are my objectives this year or then.itu biarlah between me & myself.

so sekarang tinggal lebih kurang sebulan je lagi to the end of 2009.a year will pass.a time to recall & revise things.apa yang dah dicapai,apa yang belum dicapai,apa yang dirancang untuk dicapai. i think life really needs all these.tak semestinya impian yang besar-besar like owning a BMW or what.yang kecik dan simple like re-owning a sailormoon sticker yang dah hilang masa darjah 5 dulu pun ok ape.kira berobjective jugak la hidup tu kan? and i belive whether we realize it or not,each of us is actually doing the same thing,the matter that differ is how serious you take them.atau kamu hidup tanpa apa-apa untuk dicapai.atau mungkin kamu hanya seorang setter but nor an achiever?and this is another waste.mari fikir.

why do i have to hate my life?

i have a job to do.i have coins to buy meals.i have a place for shelter. i have my mother to share my good or bad. i have best friends to gossip.

now why do i have to hate my life?

hanya kerana aku dipaksa pergi course secara mengejut next week perlukah aku membenci hidup?

waaahahaha

another good day

ok harini terasa nak bercerita pasal unity games i attended last weekend.in fact, i reperesented my region for table tennis.nizam,zaki and me.we actually didnt know how's the arrangement of the game like ada single ke double ke or mix double.since management suruh one region to provide 3 palyers [2 men & a woman] so dengan poyo tak ingatnya kitorang expect akan ada single & double for men and single game for woman.aku pun cam relax je la sebab perempuan main mesti tak rough macam guys.

tiba je kat senai [mercure hotel] the first thing aku cari secara terdesak was the game schedule & the arrangement for table tennis.sebab tu la orang selalu kata expect the unexpected kalau tak mungkin anda akan ternganga tak percaya dengan apa yang berlaku.macam saye.ngehehe.arrangement was 2 singles for men & mix double.which means i had to play with guys.lalalalalaaa~~matilaaa~ tapi as nizam is a good coach [dia sangat hebat okeh.sume game dia menang.gilak!tapi depan dia takdela express keterujaan aku secara terang-terangan.dalam hati je.sebab nanti dia jadi poyo gila tak bole blah] he was able turn me cool.

so the game went well.evrything went good and in a peaceful manner sebab the purpose was to unite all staff.ececeh dah tak dapat first place keluarla statement yang konon bermotivasi.cuba dapat first place,confirm blog entry kalini tak jadi camni.ok back to track.we won third place [or lose.whatevvaah] but our futsal team won first place.ok la tu.rasa jugak tempias kemenangan tu =) haha ok i know.tak malu.

the event went for one full day.starting from 8am till 11pm.i managed to escape myself from about 3 to 7pm hehe asked RAINBOW to fetched & sent me to iena's house for bath and went out with them for a meal.ate that new pizza with prawns on it [ntahapanamantah] wasnt so good =p haha sorry pizza hut.stucked in a jam while on my way back to the hotel but that was ok.since i was able to spent more time with RAINBOW.ihik.oh gedik gila.sila erase that line.

back to track again.malam was the prize-giving time with some performances.my region made a wallaaahh performance but still didnt win ahahahahkks.not funny.food that night was not good for my throat.sedap lagi nenek punya ayam masak kari.ngehehe.

overall, it was a nice event.kalau next year ada lagi,nak join lagi.that time nak masuk telematch..tarik tali hahahah patu kalau masuk table tennis,nak smash balik mamat-mamat yag smash aku the other day.hah! ada setahun nak train ni.

yippie

huhu and i managed to get myself a game to be played on unity games!
that's TABLE TENNIS oh whatsoever
honestly this is the first time i ever play table tennis
thank God that i played tennis before that there's no much different just that we need to hit the ball on the table and haha done =)

really thank God this is much better than cheer leading yang ntahpapentah tu
had my first training session with the guys,nizam selaku coach super terror [sebab takde staff wanita -haha WANITA tak leh blah- yang can play table tennis] and i was ok poyo macam tau je dulu and that worked! haha

ok la tu.the objective is to go jalan-jalan je sebenarnye.win or lose is another thing la
the dinner's theme that night'll be 'FLORAL' haila nak kena cari dress pulok..malasnye

netball oh netball

the story is..tempat aku kije ni nak buat some sort like a sports day for the staff called the RHB unity games.banyakla games yang disenaraikan.pulak tu buat kat desaru alahmak lama gila tak gi beach.ni mesti join nih.i was really excited since i am really into sports and it has been ages since the last time i entered into sports match.belek punya belek, futsal is only for guys, volleyball tak reti main, galah panjang cam tak yakin nak main sebab dulu masa dajah 4 salu main and position aku adalah spoiler, carrom,dart, pun tak reti main, cooking,menganyam ketupat,teh tarik lagila hampeh, senang cite semua game cam tak berkenan dihati and tak berkeyakinan nak masuk kecuali...netball.rasa cam boleh je ni so i decided to join the netball team.bila captain tanya ada experience main netball ke tak, dengan semangat kata 'ada' [masa PJK kat skola dulu.kira ok la tu] semangat gila.pegi selection ngan kak yam.sanggup tu drive all the way to melaka just for training.tebalkan muka,suruh captain apply balik awal dari director semata-mata nak pergi netball training kalau tak boss memang tak let go.semangat gila okeh.tangan cramp kaki pun cramp.nak tidur sume sakit-sakit.

tak pasal-pasal

netball game diBATALKAN! ada ke patut? sampai sekarang bengang tak habis.setelah apa yang aku korbankan sanggup management decide sesenanghati begitu.mengabaikan peraaan aku dan kak yam [dan yang lain-lain juga].haih.sedang menjajar-jajar cari game supaya boleh join unity games.adeh la.semua macam tak ngam.yang tinggal cuma....cheer leading.hishhhh.tak challenging langsung.

'the most epic romance since titanic'

ok terasa diri sangat kelakar.
bila dapat twilight's dvd & novel dari awien haritu punyalah semangat cakap pada diri sendiri nak habiskan novel dulu baru tengok the movie.
tapi semalam saya tewas.

dah tengok dah dvd tu sebelum finish reading the novel! hampeh
patu sekarang rasa cam ok dah tau citer takyah la baca lagi haha

kalau awien tau sure hampa gila ni

papepun robert pattinson memang schweeeet gila sampai buat aku jatuh cinta buat kali kedua [dah lama hidup ke saliza? statement cari maut ni] especially bila dia senyum dah tu buat muka konon-konon siyez [are you sure to publish this saliza?] holy heaven kiut gila.& kristen stewart adalah sangat gojes dan cool.haih.best best.nak tengok lagi.

goodnight!

i forgot!

ok now, this is what i got [i mean, borrowed] from awien.i know.LATE.yeah after some times i just forgot of the twilight.but now awien is back and she's the one who reminded me about it =) there are 4 altogether but for the moment i'll try to finish the first part.mari kita lihat how long'll it take to finish this sebab balik keje dah letih, plan dengan tini bukan main banyak lepas puasa ni, pergi aerobic la gym la mana ntah nak selitkan novel ni.

cerita pasal aerobic & gym yang tini & i will be going to ni actually a bit funny. i'm trying to lose weight but tini [oh lupa nak introduce,she's my housemate] is trying to gain as much weight as possible. or in other words, tini is trying to be me & i'm trying to be like her figure.funny right?how people are so not-easily-satisfied [or should i say,ungrateful?] of what they have.since the motive sounded too ungrateful, i decided to change it as to have a healthy life style =p & to keep fit huhu.

enuff for now.tata.

it's october!!

oh it's already 3rd October.it has been 10months.the 10 months i wondered. i remember asking mysef what'll happen to me, where'll i be, what i'll be doing in 10month's time earlier this year. so here i am, working in muar, not too alone & not too lonely now compared to few months before, loads of things happen to my friends too. awien's finished her masters, zack's business is expanding, poda's engaged, haniza's pregnant [it's so cute that she calls her baby little thumbelina =) ], iena's working in JB for a much better job, baby & sue have finished their studies too, siha's engaged too..oh Gosh everybody's moving few steps ahead.oh yep some of them broke up with their boy/girlfriends..emm we make mistakes, it's al right.leave those rubbish behind and be happy!! another 2 months to go to end 2009. cant wait for a new year. hope these 2 months'll be all fine.

g o o d d a y everyone!!

satu tangan didalam saku

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

what it all comes down to
is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
The other is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

what it all boils down to
is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
and the other one is playing the piano

what it all comes down to my friends
is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
and the other one is hailing a taxi cab...

salam Ramadhan

selamat berpuasa pada semua =) .ye.saya mengaku belum pernah menunaikan solat tarawikh lagi setakat ni [untuk tahun ni okay] huhu.the day will come.soon.i hope.

okay.entry kali ni entry saje-saje membebel macam selalu.and kalini teringin nak bercakap pasal buka puasa =) actually sejujurnya pengakuan dibuat yang puasa kali ni tak semeriah sebelum-sebelum ni.kalau time belajar dulu bila sampai puasa je mesti excited.excited nak plan nak buka apa huhu [bercanggah sungguh dengan ajaran.tapi mengakulah sememangnya bila puasa,time buka adalah yang dinanti-nantikan] kalau time balajar dulu kat campus wajib ada bazaar yang kami panggil 'bazir' Ramadhan dimana kami akan beli makanan untuk berbuka macam takde hari esok.benda wajib yang aku akan beli tiap-tiap hari is air asam boi kaww.aku sangat dissapointed this year sebab susah sangat nak dapat air asam boi sedap camtu.nak gi bazaar kat segamat semata-mata kerana air asam boi adalah keterlaluan.semalam aku teringat yang dulu kami [housemates n me] selalu jugak beli nasik kerabu [aku panggil 'nasi semak' sebab aku rasaa semak gila nasik tu nak sumbat macam-macam] jadi semalam aku cubalah beli di bazaar depan jubli intan muar nih.hasilnya...hampeh.sekali lagi kecewa.the day before aku beli soto.emm hampeh jugak.tapi hampeh-hampeh pun habis jugak hihi.okay-okay.dah habis membebel pasal makanan kat bazaar.tak perlu mengeluh lagi sebab ada orang yang langsung tak dapat makan.kesimpulan sebenarnya aku rindukan student life dulu.rindu kawan-kawan yang sewel tapi kiut-kiut serta supportive.wei korang..aku rindu korang -_-''

entry paling blurrr

why is it so hard to move on when

heart is aching?

it's fake.

H1N1

the title tells everything.

it's actually kinda late for me to update about this.i really wanted to somehow earlier but couldn't find the time.one of my ex-course mate,ecah @ aisyah passed away last week because of the influenza A.everyone is talking about it.in fact dah sangat ramai pass away because of the decease. apa yang buat aku pelik is that masih ada lagi manusia yang boleh mempermainkan virus ni. contohnya 'ala manalah virus tu boleh terbang jauh-jauh' masa aku dengar tu siyezly i felt like replying 'kesian la ko ni.mesti tak pernah baca newspaper,takpun, takde email that ko tak pernah baca apa-apa pasal virus H1N1 tu'

kat office dah start pakai mask everyday , for caution.prevention is much better than cure kan.yep.i agree that it was kinda dramatic.customer datang on wednesday eveyone dalam bank dah pakai mask.so diorang are actually having a shock, i guess. on the first day tu memang masa untuk mengenalkan mask kepada customer.selain daripada mempromote our product as bankers, pada masa sama jadi doctor tak bertauliah jugak educate customer to take care of their bloody own health and wear the mask. aku ingat lagi ada sorang customer datang and nampak kami wear the mask pastu sound 'hey,i think u guys look FUNNY wearing those mask' oh.my.god. duhh~ now i think her statement looks funny.but this one is still acceptable. ada lagi sorang lagi teruk.sampai kat counter siap boleh gelak-gelak and cakap 'wallaweyy,apa pasal u orang pakai mask ini macam?haiya.tak payah la.takkan kena itu H1N1.bukak saje la' -i better be silent on this one or else u wont like what u're going to read- huh~

ok la.whatever it is, we're responsible to our own health kan?there's so much information on the virus you can google around.in fact mungkin dah sangat banyak email yang kita terima regarding the virus and means to prevent them from getting into our systems.what i can conclude is selalu-selalu lah cuci tangan or kalau malas nak cuci tangan selalu guna je hand sanitizer.pastu guna aerosol to kill germs in the air.

the latest news i received yesterday was from pearuz that her brother's infected with H1N1. currently quarantined at the house.i really pray that soon everything will be okay.

somebody's stalking~

gosh, siyezly it was scary.it eventually came to my knowledge last week when this strange guy actually called me through the office's general line. he went so normal at the first place asking on my hard-to-be-heard voice.yep.dah seminggu demam [negative h1n1 no need to worry].so mula-mula tu tak suspect apa-apa lah since we're advised to expect good things fron customers.detik mencemaskan tiba bila aku tanya dia nak bercakap dengan sapa and dia cakap 'i nak cakap ngan u lah' and i thought that was strange sebab tak ramai lagi yang kenal aku kat new office tu.eventhough dah rasa cam ada yang tak kena, still maintain macho =) and tanya 'oh,ok.what can i do for you?' and jawapan dia buat mata aku jadi bulat and jaws dropped! 'takdelah, saya saja nak tanya....penat tak jalan kaki pergi keje? jauh tu..lalu post office, pejabat kesihatan & tm' cara dia cakap siyezly buat aku rasa nak nyorok dalam drawer. sebab dah tercengang kepelikan aku pun jadi senyap and at last i went with 'takpelah i busy.bye'

haha.okeh.SCARY. aku rasa macam baru lepas dapat call dari perogol bersiri.and aku sangat takut.

menambah lagi ketakutan tu bila sume housemate aku dah balik kampung.and malam tu aku kene tidur kat rumah tu sorang-sorang.dalam pukul 8 lebih when i was watching the news, ada orang lelaki bagi salam dari luar rumah, sekali lagi mata aku jadi bulat.sampai sekarang aku tak tau sape.dia bagi salam a few times jugak tapi aku tak jawab [ye aku jawab dalam hati je] finally aku dengar dia bercakap dengan budak rumah sebelah. tapi aku sangat yakin dia bagi salam betul-betu depan gate rumah aku. so sampai sekarang misteri masih lagi misteri yang belum terjawab.siapa mamat yang call kat office and siapa yang beri salam? waaa aku dalam ketakutan.dan dilema.

1) semua orang kat office suruh aku buat police report tapi aku rasa macam mengade-ngade pulak, baru dapat prank call [betul ke prank??] camtu dah nak buat police report.

2) patu sume orang tak bagi aku jalan kaki pergi keje.tapi kalau nak suruh aku drive gi keje agak keterlaluan jugak sebab rumah aku sangat dekat ngan office.dah tu, parking kene bayar pulak.haih.

kawan-kawan tolonglah doakan keselamatan aku.hukhuk.

terima kasih kepada kaki

kaki aku bengkak few days before
i was walking back home when it made me thinking

perhaps i've been walking too fast
ignoring things around me and those coming my way
i've been walking straight
for the fact that i myself is not certain where am i heading to
perhaps i've been ignorant
to myself & others

now i am walking slowly
thinking what i've missed
what i should be doing
and what i wanna be doing in life
i just don't wanna waste time as life is too short to be wasted
too short to be sad

i need to think deep

and focus a bit more.go girl!!

the answer to the 'why'

ye aku stress

sebab takde internet connection at the new place

internet kat office is limited to business' links

kalau boleh pun surf ke luar mana pulak nak curi masa surfing tu

nak go find wifi malam-malam adalah sangat malas

makanya

sedang memikirkan penggunaan broadband tapi kondisi poket tak mengizinkan

haih

dialog yang buat aku terdiam dan berfikir

iqbal : i dengan sudin.dia nak g JB patu nak g terengganu pulak.
saliza : pergi terengganu buat apa? [seperti biasa saye memang keypo]
iqbal : nak g candat [or menangkap] sotong
saliza : lepas candat sotong, sotong tu nak buat apa?
iqbal : laaaa makan la.u cakap ngan sudin
sudin : ye saliza.saya nak ke terengganu menyandat sotong
saliza : patu?nak buat apa dengan sotong tu?
sudin : makan la
saliza : no.i don't get it.awak pergi all the way to terengganu untuk tangkap sotong untuk dimakan??
sudin : ye la
saliza : kan lebih senang kalau beli je kat pasar.patu masak and makan la
sudin : saliza, kita hidup sekali je, saye saje je nak pengalaman menyadat sotong.awak pernah candat sotong?banyak lagi yang kita tak pernah buat kan?

*aku terus speechless*

sebab aku terfikir apa yang dia cakap tu memang betul
umur aku 24 tapi banyak lagi yang aku tak pernah cuba buat [abaikan benda2 negatif]
kadang-kadang our simplicity has caused us to miss some great times in life.

aku harus lebih menghargai masa!
and enjoy every moment!
even the moment of being backstabbed.tak semua orang dapat rasa the feeling of being backstabbed.so instead of marah-marah why i dont just being greatful for experiencing it first-hand.

one down baby

27th June 2009.was one of my bestfrens', siha engagement day.

tapi saya bukan tupai

sepandai-pandai tupai melompat

akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga

peribahasa diatas adalah sangat sesuai ditujukan pada diri sendiri disaat ini haha

bengang ah

the new office

it has been a week plus in the new office

am staying at my aunt's place for the moment and looking for room to be rented and yeppie i found one!so very near to the office i can even walk to office.save the petrol and the parking fees =D huhu. travelling alone is deadly boring [tapi kalau dapat drive kete yang boleh gerak laju contohnya macam nissan latio..sure ok je] so really hope i can move into the house within next week.

so.new job is challenging in its own way.and yes friends, i no longer do accounting or auditing work [at least not for now] it's a new thing i'm getting myself into with no regrets. collegues have been so helpful but yep not everyone'll like you so just deal with it.and as for me.if you think you don't like me just buzz off then yes i have this one collegue who doesnt seem to like me.i dont understand why but she will always put that weird face whenever i try to project some ideas.sampai tahap rasa nak lempang je baru puas hati.i was depressed thinking being disliked for the reason that i wasnt quite clear of.but i came to comprehend that it'll be a waste of time putting so much effort to fix that so at the end i decided to just let it be.harap2 soon she'll be ok [mungkin dia jeles.i have so much to think sorry i have to minus you full stop]

nothing much about the picture.just my space in the office.since i have direct contact with customers, one of the challenges i gotta deal with is not to make your sleepy face obvious.and OMG that's so challenging =_=

p/s : terlupa janji poco-poco dengan zack.sorie zack =D

i wish i can fly like the unwanted bee

now i'm so so so into this song by zee avi.feel like singing it alone out loud when the world is turning its back on me.

*******

honey bee by zee avi

i am a honey bee
shunned off from the colony
and the won't let me in
so i left the hive
they took away all my stripes
and broke off both my wings

so i'll find another tree
and make the wind my friend
i'll just sing with the birds
they'll tell me the secrets of the world
but my other honey bee
stuck where he doesnt wanna be
but my darling honey bee
i'll come to save you
even if it means i'll have to face the queen

so i come prepared
my friends say
they would help me get my loved one back
they say it isnt right
to be self-control of your mind
but i choose not to believe that

so we'll meet in the darkness of the night
and i promise i will be there on time
we'll be guided by my new friends, the butterflies
back to our own little hive

oh my other honey bee
no longer stuck where he doesnt wanna be

oh my darling honey bee
i have saved you and
now that you're with me
we can make our own honey

*******

let the broken glass be

what would happen if we get back together?

they say broken bones bind stronger

could we be stronger?

we'll probably fight and hurt each other again

then get sick of it and go our separate ways

forgetting how much we missed each other

forgetting how much we regreted it

impian kurus

ok.i know.benda ni dah beratus juta kali didengar sahabat handai.
sejak diploma sampaila ke degree and sampaila sekarang ni dah keje pun still hanya dimulut.the fact is nothing is done to make it happen.

kali ni betul-betul nak direalisasikan.
berita saja digembar-gemburkan diblog supaya orang tau.
dan bila orang tau.mereka-mereka akan bertanya.
dan bila mereka-mereka bertanya the pressure akan meningkat dan mudah-mudahan pressure ini boleh bertukar mejadi motivasi.haha.

i think i'd gain a lot.start masa aku diform 4.masih ingat lagi weight was only 43 when i was 15.masuk hostel masa form 4 for 1 year.terasa bahagia bersama kawan-kawan.weight naik omost to 57!that was fat! luckily i was selected for our school's tennis representative until the district level.tambah pulak terpaksa keluar hostel sebab result pekse merundum akibat kebahagiaan bersama teman-teman.i wasn't given any option but to get myself & stuff out of the hostel.masatu i lost quite a few kilos jugak.masuk uni.jumpa kawan-kawan yang sangat happening.hidup menjadi sangat-sangat teramat bahagia.so gumuk balik =_= and boleh dikatakan sampai sekarang i can't make it any lesser than 52kg.sekejap naik.sekajap turun.and now naik lagi.dengan adanya secret recipe,sushi king,pizza etc. tak tergamak rasanya nak mendera tekak dan menjadi kedekut kepada perut.

and now i think i've had enuff of them.

the thing is i feel unhealthy with these fats around.kalau dulu boleh jugak ajak ina or jade or dolla or pearuz *kadang-kadang sampai tahap paksa* teman pergi jogging kat campus.but now.asik pergi balik keje.sundays for leisure.tak sempat nak exercise.dan harini setelah difikir-fikirkan.alangkah bestnye kalau boleh dapat size dengan mudah masa shopping nanti *dah janji ngan sahabat handai nak shopping gile sakan at the YES*

so

SAYE MAU KURUS!aneroxic pun takpe

kalau ada siapa-siapa ada resepi berkesan untuk mudah to lose weight ataupun any kind of supplement food yang elok please do me a favour.

aku marah.aku nak tikam kau.

ye harini hari penuh kemarahan.baru je semalam penuh kebahagiaan.it was my graduation day.kebahagiaan berjumpa teman-teman bermain guli *ececeh ade plak main guli kat campus tu.saje nak sedapkan citer ni* susah nak dilafazkan.especially after few months of separation.emm rasanya nak jugak buat 1 entry untuk convocation.banyak jugak funny things happened.natilah tunggu ada masa.


ok.back to the story.tapi kisah kemarahan hari ini ada kaitannya dengan kebahagiaan hari semalam.emm camne tu?nampaknya aku dah buat citer ni jadi complex.

semalam aku received a call from this one company that i've been waiting for quite sometimes.i couldn't tell whether it'll come with good news or bad at the first place but hearing the voice alone has made me feel happy.and yeah,as prayed,Pn Basyariah,a HR's head from that particular company called giving me a good news.

''saliza,congratulation.u're now officially accepted to join the company''

hehehe masetu perasaan sonok tak dapat nak digambarkan.actually aku memang dah set in mind,i give my self 3month's time to find a new job sebab aku sangat tak happy kat firm yang aku kerja sekarang.so Alhamdulillah.usaha & doa di jawab.10th june ni start with that new company.ok that is the nice part.

part yang tak bestnye berlaku semasa aku deliver the resignation letter to my boss.notis untuk 1 minggu but he didnt accept that.he wants it to be a month notice.berlaku sedikit quarrel.at the end aku decided to just accept whatever he's trying to say and hold back whatever words roaming around my brain waiting to be realeased into verbal words.siap taknak bagi cheque gaji aku for may.demmit.takleh tahan bila dia gunakan labor law.oh crap!pandai pulak tu time orang mintak resign nak guna labor law macam i know nothing about it.hello.kang aku ungkit apa yang dia buat kat staff dia based on labor law baru dia tau.tapi oleh kerana aku tau he's the boss.and bosses always win.jadi aku senyap and the last word i said was OK.padahal hati dah membara cam nak meletop.emm

u think u're smart?i think i'm smarter

we'll see

the heart-melting mice

oh this is what makes me go hihihuhaha~~ all day today.a contact lense case which i know i will never use but still i bought it.yes i bought it coz it's unresistably kiut and i think it'll be useful someday .bought it from my collegue,hwee do.ada website juga

http://www.barbieeyes.com/

satu petang di kedai kopi

ok this is what happened yesterday.we had to go to shah alam for our robes for our degree convocation this thursday.it was an easy process compared to the last time we did for diploma convocation.yep first time will always be the toughest time.so it actually took us less than an hour.didn't join the rehearsal [konon dah experienced haha] we just hang around outside the hall and chit-chating *almost 5 months tak jumpa.there's seas of updates haha*

and this is the place where we hung out for tea *and lunch and breakfast* at about 4 p.m+

dulu lepas habis study aku selalu rasa bosannya tak jumpa kawan-kawan macam masa belajar.but now i think it has some good since bila kami bawa haluan masing-masing,deal with our own lives alone and berjumpa sekali sekala,we'll have tonnes of interesting things to talk about.cakap tak boleh habis.i love last night.go flirting around with the girls at alamanda yang dah sangat lama tak dilakukan,aku,pear&a'an made a very prompt decision to eat at rasamas *the place where not any of us has tried before* disebabkan it was late and semua kedai makan dah tutup or even tak tutup pun hanya ada limited menus.catched a movie [x-men origins:wolverine] at 11 and straight away went back to pearuz's place.the conversation never stop until we dozzed off at about 3 in the morning.

kesimpulannya.it was a good day.saye hepi ^_^ and looking forward for thursday.

aliya a.k.a niyang rapik

good day,my friends

just a quick shoot in here
saya mau umumkan yang aliya [yes aliya binti abd wahid] telah diganggu dengan semangat niyang rapik yang sangat scary [atau dia sebenarnya mau dilihat seperti niyang rapik]

kononnya dia mampu bertelepathy atau dalam ertikata lain.dia mampu membaca fikiran orang lain [berhati-hati!]

bersyukurlah apa adanya

tak tahu kenapa lately aku selalu sangat mengeluh.almost everyday aku mengeluh.just like this morning,sampai je office,sit at my place,look at that tonnes of working papers and mengeluh.felt like OMG what am i doing stucking myself in here?honestly.yes.i'm getting bored of audit.looked at the space and cakap 'apa malang la diri ni' and as i was about to start working.aku teringat apa yang mak cakap semalam.

ayah fifi meninggal.

tak taula kamu-kamu ingat lagi tak dengan baby fifi.baby fifi yang ibunya merupakan one of my mom's bestfriend.she died last year after few months of giving birth to fifi.my mom was thinking of adopting fifi at that time.but kakak dia insist to take care of her youngest sister by her own.and the eldest sister was 13 on that time [this year 14] mereka 5 beradik.kehilangan ibu.and from that time onwards,dari apa yang aku dengar,kakak dia yang take care of the brothers and sister.pagi-pagi pergi skolah.tengahari balik rumah masak,basuh baju,bagi adik-adik makan.pada usia 14 tahun dia dah faham erti sebenar kehidupan.erti susahnya hidup ni.some of us keep on uttering 'life is hard' or 'life is complicated' without actually experiencing the hardship.

and now.selepas tak sampai setahun ibu meninggal.ayah mereka pulak meninggal.can you imagine the life of the sister?at the age of 14?aku hormat sikap bertanggungjawab si kakak.memang betul kata-kata 'bila kita rasa diri kita susah,sebenarnya ada orang yang jauh lebih susah'

ya Allah sungguh aku menyesal mengeluh tadi.terasa diri sangat ungrateful.

*tak boleh teruskan entry ni.mata dah berkaca-kaca.hati dah terasa berat*

wajah baru aku

*plingg*

tadaaaaaaa

new blog background.cik zalina kite penah kate 'blog scott macam sehelai kertas buruk'

ishish tapi aku suka betul design before ni

dah lama aku fikirkan nak tukar background tapi tak jumpa yang sesuai dengan hati but bumped into this one just semalam.so i work on it today ^-^

.my bad.

******

i think i've been too tolerate

i think i sometimes pay no attention to my own feeling

for making sure others' will be good

******

infectious macam H1N1

i hate working saturday.
hati menjadi sangat marah dan menyumpah-nyumpah bila la nak sampai july.
lagi-lagi bila kawan-kawan call diwaktu aku berkerja and 'scott ko kat mane?weii orang gila je keje ari sabtu ok' atau 'wallawey..bangla pun cuti ari sabtu ok' adoila membuatkan mataku berkaca-kaca menahan kemarah terhadap bos aku.kalau la boleh aku lemparkan pelempang ke mukanya tapi dah selalu dah aku lempang muka dia sebenarnye [dalam otak aku]

to make things worse.aku dengar besok [sunday] accounts department kena kerja.tapi oleh kerana heads aku takde cakap apa-apa before balik tadi,aku anggap berita tu takde kaitan dengan audit department.dan dengan bijaknya aku telah mematikan henfon ya *huahuahua.yes!yes!nasib baik aku bijak* ok drop this.



dan ini-ini adalah apa yang aku dapat kelmarin

yes.wedding invitation cardS [perlu di highlight 'S' tu]

diyana & dayana's [31st may]

&

ila's [6th june]

ada lagi 1 tak sampai ni.amy's

haila.ngeri betul bila tengok kawan-kawan dah ramai yang kawen ni.orang kata kawen ni macam penyakit berjangkit.bila sorang dah kena kawan-kawan yang lain tak lama lagi dapatla penyakit tu.lagi ngeri bila dengar macam tu.harap-harap lambat la sket BFF aku terkena penyakit ni.terasa banyak lagi yang nak dibuat yang akan jadi a bit troublesome kalau nak dibuat bila dah ada title 'wife' *zack,jangan lupa janji yang pernah kau lafazkan dulu* but the main thing is are you well-prepared to be a wife?emm~rasanya aku kena beli buku & study how to be a good wife one day.masih rasa aku lebih mahir menjadi 'anak yang baik'.

p/s : noris is pregnant!

bersenang-senangan

this one is form zack.aku rasa tersangat senang harini.jadi menjawab satu tag =)

1. 3 NAMES IN YOUR CELLPHONE INBOX ?
~ aliya,iena & baby

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ?
~ Lollipop by Mika

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT ?
~ was on the phone with him

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE ?
~ mommy.pegi pasar malam huhu

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW ?
~ light blue

6. THE LAST THING U DID?
~ watched the kubah terbang in Indonesia [was in 2003's news rupanya.punyalah lambat saliza] in the youtube with mommy

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
~ my handphone [where i get to listen to fly fm]
~ my lappy [where i get the connection]
~ my RAINBOW

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
~ oh plain white

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
~ RM41 & few coins i didn't count

10. HOW'S LIFE?
~ not easy

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
~ the climb by miley cirus [for the moment]

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
~ saturdat at the office & sunday macam nak gi career fair at the PWTC [still deciding]

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
~ i can still see her now

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
~ right in front of the tv lazy-ing watching her favourite iljamae hehe

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?
~ u mean 'parent'.emm 5 minutes ago.or less.

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
~ aliya.updating her feelings haha

17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
~ at home but something bought outside.

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
~ haha last few months.march perhaps.i was really surprised that darn dancer guy dare to call me after what'd happened.and i too had surprise for him *devilish smile..hihi*

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
~ apa ya?was it zack's comics? [uikss tak pulang lagi.sorie memory saya memang 126]

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
~ boyfriend is that mr.RAINBOW which suppose to mean that i dont have any husband

22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
~ exhausted

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
~ my boss.wanna let him know that i want an INCREAMENT!!!

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
~ secrets shouldn't be told i suppose hummm.but some of my frens do know [masih dikira secret lagi ke?]

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
~ they only keep it when i 24-hour remind them about it.if i miss a minute then it'll be a news haha.nah i blaff.

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
~ nope [i hope it stays]

28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
~ biasanya spicy chicken mc delux.tapi dah lama tak makan mcD

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
~ bila ya.masa langgar kucing-kucing haritu kot

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
~ boss tak masuk office!yey! [perlu diingatkan.ini hanyalah 'wish']

mother's day entry

10th May

i bought mommy a watch thia time around.
a very impulsive bought.i took less than 15minutes to decide sebab memang dah gile tak sempat nak choose.i got to rush hari tu.i was really worried that mommy wont like it.so the first thing aku tanya bila bagi the present was 'mak suka tak??betu-betul suka tak?' and she replied 'OF COURSE!' hah~what a relief [ala kalau dia tak suka pun mestila dia cakap suka kan.dah anak dia bagi.but i dont care.that is what i wanted to hear]

harini kami sefamily balik rumah nenek di Kulai.but mommy didnt get anything for nenek.hadiah dia pada nenek was a lunch meal.mommy cooked.ye la selalunya memang nenek aku yang akan masak setiap kali anak dia balik.even if anak-anak tak bagi dia akan tetap nak masak.so this time kitorang paksa dia supaya tak masak [tapi dia masak jugak for breakfast.haila nenek]

and harini nenek asyik brecerita kisah-kisah susah dia masa muda-muda dulu.macamana nak jaga anak sambil kerja and pada masa sama menjaga suami yang banyak kerenah *siap bagi aku tips huhu cayalah nenek!!!* kalau aku lah jadi dia.ntahlah.

and kalini jugak for the first time aku wish mother's day to cik ana *she's 5-month pregnant* so aku wish 'selamat hari bakal menjadi ibu' hehe.tak sabar nak tunggu her baby this september.

i wanna steal........time

besok abang jali [abang ina] kawen

besok jugak iefa & tunangnye nak datang BP

besok jugak lah kenduri kat rumah makcik aku

haila

masalahnye

besok jugaklah bos aku suruh keje

~_~

haila iphone

harini aku kerja half-day.petang baru masuk sebab ade benda kena settle di Muar.aku drive alone to muar dalam pukul 8.50 am.hujan.traffic.dalam pukul 9.50 sampai ke destinasi huhu took just an hour.was an achievement sebab aku sangatlah tak familiar dengan bandar muar tu.benda yang perlu di settlekan tu cumalah makan masa about 20minutes saje RUPENYE.tapi masa yang aku amik to get back to BP was about one and a half hour.sebab.aku sesat!aku rase hampir 10 orang aku tanye before dapat jalan yang betul and aku recognize.and that was the point where i hope my handphone is gps-supported!haissh.lalu dalam masa aku sesat tu sempat lagi berangan memiliki sebuah iphone 3g.rasa diri sangat stylo okeh dan educated dan intelligent dan hot juge haha.tapi sebenarnye sejak kebelakangan ni aku memang selalu berangan owning an iphone.bukan masa sesat pagi tadi je.

makanya.kesimpulan daripada entry kali ni.mungkinkah ada sesiapa yang teringin nak menghadiahkan aku iphone untuk birthday tahun ni?aku dah puas berangan dah ni.

p/s:satu pengakuan jujur di blog - aku tipu bos aku untuk masuk half day arini.aku kata aku nak pergi clinic dan akibatnya petang tadi perut aku sakit ntah kenapa.haissh.mintak mahap bos -_-

not nice.not nice

okeh aku dah dapat gambar ani's new babies.bintang dan bulan ^_^ but actually i've forgot which one is the male and the female.the thing is THEY ARE CUTE!! emmm berkembang dah family si ani ni.ramai dah anak dia.

bintang

haha i luv her eyes =D bulllllllaat cam spotlight

and this is bulan.bulu cam cotton.i liiikee

so.talking about kittens.few months lepas aku pun ade dapat kittens.mak dia tu kitorang [my family] dah bela dari dia kecik and that was the first time she gave birth so semua orang dalam rumah was really excited.the babies were born pre-mature i suppose since the limbs were all weak.they couldn't even stand on their feet.ok ok i know it's normal for newly born kittens.but these two took about a month plus to just open their eyes and start walking.they got feases but i was told that they couldn't yet be too close with chemicals so we waited for a month.

cut things short.

tibalah satu malam yang tak terduga.i was about to go out to catch some lontong goreng ngan zack kat CK.the babies were normally in the house tapi ntah macamana that night dorang boleh ada kat luar masa aku nak keluar tu *forget to mention yang masetu dorang dah boleh lari-lari* tak tau bila dorang berlari keluar.aku reverse kereta cam biasa and terus keluar.haritu memang hati aku rase semacam tak sedap je dari pagi sampai ke malam.tak sampai seminit aku drive mak call cakap aku langgar DUA-DUA kittens! and DUA-DUA dah mati! oh.terus jadi takut nak balik rumah sebab mase mak call aku dengar adik menangis macam nak gila kat belakang huhu.sedih tak payah cakap la.

on that time,i wish their lives were batteries.kalau lah bateri.aku nak beli seratos.

so masatu and for the next one week aku rasa diri sangat hina lagi keji macam pembunuh.setiap kali aku nampak emak kittens tu rase bersalah tak terbendung.lagila kalau tengok dia kehulu-kehilir cari anak dia adoila.tiap-tiap hari aku mintak maaf kat dia.i hope she understands that.

see.this was taken a few days after her birth.she was sooooo weak.

the babies.we called them aliens.look at their face!

poor quality picha.but this is all i got in my engine ~_~

si bulan & si bintang

ani memang terkenal dengan her favourite pet cats.
she has quite a few before.johnny,tommy,kiki and the latest are two persians named 'bulan' & 'bintang' oh so adorable names =D i loooiiikkeee.i thought she was finding a partner *or partners* for johnny [??] but he's castraded.

and now i'm wondering how they look so i make it an entry haha.asked her to forward me their pictures but i guess she's busy arranging the cage and everything.

to ani if you read this : cepatla forward saye gambar dorang ~_~

aktiviti mendaki

my friends & i had a FUN gath semalam.

tak berapa ramai just about 11 of us daripada 41 planned.ye la sekarang masing-masing dah ada hal masing-masing yang perlu diuruskan.nak buat camane.just go on with the plan.

it was ok though.we really had fun =D swimming2..amik2 gambar dalam air guna marti punye water-resistant olympus *wewiit* makan gila banyak tak hengat.it was REAL FUN.the special thing is zack made us cuppacakes.kiut cuppacakes *pichas tak dapat nak upload lagi.still pada marti.will later*



semalam memang sangat fun.tapi bangun je tidur harini dah terasa effect duduk di bawah waterfall tu lama-lama.free spa la konon.harini habis satu badan sakit-sakit.and to make it worse harini aku kena kerja.so silalah imagine dengan back bones rase sakit and tangan rase macam dah keras.kena kerja from 9-5.seksa habis.alangkah bagusnya kalau boleh kerja sambil gulikgulik atas katil.rasanya seminggu kena tanggung sakit ni.balik je kerja sue call tanya pasal our night out but unfortunately i canno make it.which means i cannot see farrah before she gets back to shah alam.hummm~nak buat camane.it's between your mother & your friends.

rasanya lebih best kalau boleh upload gambar kat sini emm.

p/s : kawamkawan, aku sangat suka topic perbincangan kite masa on our way back to bp that night.sangat hangat okeh =D buat farrah terkena serangan jantung haha.

the new friends i hear

i added a new link to the links.the fly fm's.yes.that's the station i've been listening for these quite a few months till i get to memorize the segments and the djs in each segment [since i do less talk in the office so i put something a lot more in other side that's my ears hehe]

so.i like the morning crew : phabes,nadia & ben.your morning'll feel like oh-so-crazy listening to them.there are even times when i laff alone making the other staff look at me with that full-of-questions face.but yeah.i dont give a damn huu-huu.

and they had been talking about their blogs and what they write in the blogs.and know whut..they had henry goldings on air this morning & oh i fancy him,baby! but he's a tone deaf haha he sang a song this morning and it sounded damn funny i was laffing like my stomach was going to explode.ok ok.enuff of this.

gougou?

kisah hari ini.

ok.harini adalah hari yang sangat nervous untuk ke office.it's because i'd send a report yesterday so i'll be receiving the reviewed report by this morning.each time hantar report this is what i have to face in the next morning.a killing nervousness.takuttakut kalau ada silap dalam report and kena face the human-eating boss. so as the nervousness was giving me the bad sign..sampai je office,punched the card,dan terus ke meja tanpa mengendahkan orang lain *i normally stop at the reception counter and bual2 ngan kak anna dulu* i went staright away to my desk and guess what was on the table? yes..the report.the way i expected.but there's a note on the top

page 16 - SEE C.H TAN !!

oh with that bright red pen and that capital letters it made me feel like floating in the air about to be blown away by the wind.felt like running laju-laju balik rumah and semunyik bawah comforter.dalam hati dah cakap..HE'LL EAT ME RAW! this is my death date.segala bowels dalam perut dah pun mengecut.so i flipped through the page.and yes there's wording mistake.quite a major mistake in a report i should say.tried to create the best reason to be put forth.and i got that panic-attack.hoh~the feeling was....arggghh horrible.started to get that water on my palms the effect of nevousness *i mean FRIGHT* few minutes later salah sorang head sampai and like usual i'll be running to her for any problem and this time i dont wait any minute.and after a few minutes she decided to go to meet that man eater representing me considering that i am STILL under probation.oh God,masatu baru rasa oh the sun is shining =D

ok.the good news is she agreed to go representing me.the bad news is the report is still with her which means that she hasnt go see him yet coz she said she's busy today which means i still have that potential of being called up to see him and take the scold *or scream or shout* which also means that i'll be going to the office with the same sort of feeling tomorrow which is too means that i am still not over this problem yet.

arggghhhhhh~



emmm anyways, gougou adalah 'google' in mandarin. i saw it when my colleague surf the internet during lunch time and i was like....what the hack is gougou??haha

that email from noris

well this is actually an emal send by a friend of mine a couple of days ago.feeling like sharing it with u people =D

it's cute & true.

***

A boy and a girl were playing together.
The boy had a collection of marbles.

The girl had some sweets with her.
The boy told the girl that he will give her all his marbles in exchange for her sweets.
The girl agreed.

The boy kept the biggest and the most beautiful marble aside and gave the rest to the girl.

The girl gave him all her sweets as she had promised.

That night, the girl slept peacefully.

But

the boy couldn't sleep as he kept wondering if the girl had hidden some sweets from him the way he had hidden his best marble.

*******

don't you think it's lovely?you should get what it tries to tell.if u don't......think hard.

hariminggu yang indah

hari minggu lepas saya telah ke jb.got an official things to do .but it actually took only about 3 hours yet i tried to spare a bit more time there (2days) untuk dijimba-jimbakan bersama teman2 =D yey!

so i met ina,dolla,yati,ani,abang eon bank yang tak dikenalpasti identit sebenarnya *hehe* aliya & my RAINBOW!

was very tiring but it worth =D

i miss them all! it's sososososooo great that i could managed the time to see them all for quite a limited time i should say. sangat bagus kalau dapat jumpa jade,arni,a'an,baby,sal,peruz,mard & awien skali emm *okeh2 i know..that's impossible*


and i got a few THANKS to say to few people

to iena,kak suzi & kak fida - thanks for that comfortable hospitality
to dolla - thanks for that ronda2 we had,the chendol and that juliana banos' house and yah that delish tom yam!
to yati - thanks for that guide eventhough it went quite messy & crazy finding that chendol house
to ani - thanks for showing me that xperia..know whut hun,i was just like few minutes talking with pearuz about that xperia and u suddenly came by and bring that super intelligent & hawt gadg huhu save me the time searching for it at the market =D
to miamor aliya - thanks for that kenny rogers treat & the ticket-grabbing at larkin eventhough it was killing hot! promise i wont eat that stuff EVER AGAIN.gosh!but they should taste better i know hehe and thanks for being nice to him =)

oh life oohhh

and yep i finally change the blog title.i've been thinkin of changing it for quite a while but couldn't come out with anything.nothing.i just thought that the old one was too long.

why do i put : the brain & fingers?

sebab saye suke lah haha.no.sebab i wanna show my appreciation to those who had contributed to writing this whole thing in the blog.ngahaha.adakah itu acceptable?

anyways



i am thinking of something new now.i am thinking of changing what i am currently doing now.something that makes me feel a lot more alive.but it's something TOTALLY new.i just THINK that i'd luv it.but it's just a thought.this is the time when i really feel scared to move forward.

OMG.

the SUN & the beach

well..i answered a few quizes on facebook just now *lama gile tak wat quiz haha* i just think that among all this one come out with satisfying result =) itu je untuk entry kali ni hehe.babai

the quiz was : WHAT DOES YOUR BIRTHDAY MEAN?

the result says : YOU LOVE THE SUN AND THE BEACH. *owh yesss!* Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.

i'm realy into this one!

OMG! i'm currently so into this song.luv the chorus part so very much.listen to it luvies =D

the climb by miley cirus

I can almost see it

that dream I'm dreaming

but there's a voice inside of my head

telling you'll never reach it

every step I'm taking

every move I make feels

lost in no direction

my faith is shaking

but I gotta keep trying

gotta keep my head held high

* chorus *

there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

always gonna be an uphill battle

sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

ain't about how fast I get there

ain't about what's waiting on the other side

it's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

the changes I'm taking

sometimes they knock me down

but no I'm not breaking

I may not know where

but these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most

I've just gotta keep going and

I gotta be strong just

keep pushing on

* chorus *

* chorus*

Keep on moving

keep climbing

keep faith baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

keep the faith

keep your faith

woah

the Q&A

ok frens, this is the first time i'm doing this tag thingy =D
and it was from cik zahidah kecil molek itu


1. How old are you?
:: getting to 24 this year

2. Are you single?
:: nope

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
:: owh november 2011 =D how old will i be on that time? *oh sorie farah but the date is just so nice.but we never know what'll happen right*

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
:: insyaAllah.i just can't find any other person to be in love with like i am now.tapi semuanya saye serahkan pada Yang Maha Esa =)

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
:: dulu rasanya ashraf sinclair.tapi sebab bunga dah potong line..heart broken ar taknak kawen! *Nabi tak ngaku umat cik saliza oiii*

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
:: OMG!i swear this is the toughest question ever in my life.jawab final paper accounts pun tak challenging camni.but for surely i'll be managing the bridesmaid and he with the bestman.i'll make my darlings to take turn.baru fair.

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
:: GARDEN! with daisies & sunflowers oh oh oh indahnye =D

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
:: paris.we wanna go to the eiffel tower *pengaruh cerita eiffel i'm in love nih* but we'll look at the economy.takpun g tengok klcc je..tinggi gak tu bayangkan la cam eiffel =p

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
:: i cant be precise.cam ramai je but will be shortlisted..but luvies dont worry u'll be in.

10. Will that include your exes?
:: i dont have any problem with that but one person will not be invited for sure and that person is..jeng jeng jenggggg...ala si penipu itu.save 1 invitation card hehe

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
:: one with heart shape and tastes like chocolate indulgence from secret recipe!! owwwhhh

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
:: morning with a fresh mood =D

Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding
:: if you're not the one by daniel bedingfield
:: tercipta untukku by ungu

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
:: i think normal is enough..i dont even mind if they wanna put away the spoon & fork

15. Champagne or red wine?
:: not any of those

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
:: days after.mesti letih after the wedding so to make sure both of us boleh enjoy on the honeymoon, we'll need a rest before.

17. Money or household items?
:: money.and household items =D

18. How many kids would you like to have?
:: i want 4
:: 2heroes & 2 drama queens : adam,sarah,hanna *lagi 1 nama tak jumpa.frens,saye dah book these names okeh*

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
:: yep! the wedding & the honeymoon & the time we're getting babies & the time we're getting old where he promised to sing me the song by altimet,cantik *oh hush,now i look like a whole-time dreamer =p*

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know ?

:: zack
:: farrah
:: iena
:: alya
:: aniazizah
:: suhaili

mylove

huh~nothing much..i'm just thinking of sharing what i got through the email.GOSH dont u think it's luvly? i think it's so....lady-ish =D kalau aku dapat satu mesti takleh nak lelap mata malam-malam risaukan kete kat luar hoho.kene upah pak guard sorang just to guard the car.

the long-left hobby has return!

it has be boring nights since hidayah (my noisiest younger sister) is not around.she enrolled to a boarding school last week.finally.she finally faces her fear.yep the boarding school is her fear as she'd been so comfortable staying at home for 15years.so watching tv is boring now since i dont have anyone to hear my critics about the shows we're watching.drinking coffee at night is also boring now since i dont have anyone to scold for she's lazy to make her own.

ok now

hehe that's the movie i plan to watch this coming weekend! i'm dying for it! cant stand hearing the stars people are giving to the movie! *mesti tengok! mesti tengok!* another movie i'm craving for now is the

yep i know LATE! i missed the show in cinema and i eventually forget about it.but now craving for it! i heard that awien bought the original dvd plus the whole novelSS!!! the whole series baby! oh awien..cepat la balik mesia!

p/s : emm memang kecik pun pictures yang i managed to get in about 2 minutes tu.

don't act like you know for the fact that u're clueless

owh yep.a very long title.no need to read more coz that probably explain just everything =)

there are times when you try to act like you know everything without realizing that the action even reveals that you actually completely have no idea over anything.oh that's sangat annoying.

ok drop that.

guess what i saw this afternoon?i saw Tan Say Kang (auditor yang emsem itu) carrying diapers! probably for his sons.oh oh oh yep i know this sent nothing to your emotion..unlike mine *he looks so sweer carrying diapers oh oh*

well,let's do some work talk here.tomorrow's my due date for this lighting house i'm auditing.but yep a week is like an hour to me..please dont expect too much *nasib baik saye masih di consider under training,selamat..* actually i spend too much time looking at the stock the other day.i mean the stock list..analyzing how expensive a bulb can be.that's only the bulbs no need to mention the candlier *camane nak spell ni?* so..i actually worried since tomorrow's the due date and i'm pretty sure that i cannot make it on time.know what i did?i made up questions..some pretty strange questions yet reasonable =D and she eventully say 'it's ok dont rush..u can have your time' yippie! so it works!!!

nota kaki : students dah nak final exams dah.dah nak abis 1 sem.nape rasa life is in monotone now?need to put on some colours.humm~

* the sky *

i love the sky

love the members of the sky

the clouds

the white cottony clouds

the stars

the moon

the sun

and yes the RAINBOW

i simply love looking up to the sky

i wish i'm a bird

^_^

the first since the last

sumpah lama gile aku tak update blog nih..

blame my schedule.and the connection too

so basically i'm back to the blogging world..nothing much to write yet.all i can say is i feel alive again after a temporary death *i mean..absence..exaggerate again* feel like i manage to breath after being strangled. huh~ok all i wanna say is..i'm back =) and thanks for reading.